Very very suicidal

[volleyballgirl35714]

I can try it never hurts to try

[Snow White.]

That's a good attitude, I hope it goes okay :)

[volleyballgirl35714]

Me too

[random.swirls]

I have merged your threads together so support can be followed through rather than being on multiple boards.

[Snow White.]

How are you doing?

[volleyballgirl35714]

Not so good but hanging in there

[volleyballgirl35714]

After I think almost twelve hours of not cutting I cut myself and it was not that bad but it felt so good and now I just want to keep cutting myself until all the bad in the world is gone forever. I almost tried killing myself today but I stopped myself from doing it. I was going to tell someone but then I panicked what should I do

[Snow White.]

It sounds like things are really hard for you today. I'm glad you were able to stop yourself, who do you think you were going to tell? I understand the panic but I think it would be good if you could tell someone what is going on so you don't have to go through this alone.

[volleyballgirl35714]

I was going to tell my bully prevention teacher because she's the only one I trust