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[volleyballgirl35714]

So umm like an hour ago I kind of cut myself really deep and I don't know what to do cause it's still bleeding. And I also stopped eating like [some time] ago and I keep throwing up for some reason and keep getting really light headed and really emotional I don't know what's going on

[volleyballgirl35714]

We'll I'm actually home alone and don't have a phone or anything and I can't go back to the hospital because I was just there a few days ago and am terrified of the hospital now

[volleyballgirl35714]

Well my parents are down the hill right now that's why I'm home alone. And do you really think it's that surious

[volleyballgirl35714]

Ok I'll try to see if my newborns are home

[volleyballgirl35714]

I just tried knocking on there door and no one will answer. Do you think it would be safe enough to wait until the morning

[volleyballgirl35714]

I tried the doorbell and everything and my other neighbour is on a cruise for another two days and there is no pay phone near by but I do have the key to the neighbour who is out of towns house and they have a house phone but that would be bad if used it right.

[Greyscale]

I think going to hospital tonight is probably your best bet, it sounds potentially serious.

[volleyballgirl35714]

Ok:( I'm just really scared to

[volleyballgirl35714]

Should I clean up the cut before they get here

[volleyballgirl35714]

To late for the blood on my clothes

[volleyballgirl35714]

I called them

[volleyballgirl35714]

That I need to try to sleep and clean the wound but if things are the same in an hour two I need to call again because it's really spurious then

[volleyballgirl35714]

That I need to try and sleep for at least an hour and eat something and clean the wound and if things don't change in an hour call them back because it might be spurious then

[volleyballgirl35714]

Are you getting any if the messages

[Sneckie]

I think aybe people fell asleep as it was quite late when you posted. How is the wound now ?

[Snow White.]

1) How is the wound, is it better?
2) Have you eaten?

If the answer to these is "no" then the situation hasn't changed and you should get checked out. Really these symptoms and how suicidal you're feeling mean hospital is probably a good place for you to talk to someone and get the help you need.

[volleyballgirl35714]

The first one is yes the second one is no

[Snow White.]

I'm not a medical professional but you really need to reach out and get some support, for this and the suicidal feelings you have. What if you called a helpline and spoke to them and told them what is going on for you?

[volleyballgirl35714]

I already did and they tried sending someone to me so I don't want to call anymore helplines or anything

[Snow White.]

Do you know why they tried sending someone to you? What happened?