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28-08-2014, 12:12 AM
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Whats the point in living? We're all going to die
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Gave My Knives and Bldes to a Friend
Ok well im unsure if this is the correct place to put this but a few minutes ago i gave all my knives and blades to my friend Caleb and watched him throw the blades in the trash and i dont know what hell do with the knive.I know it was a good thing to do as my mum and stepdad are getting married in a couple of weeks but i still feel kind of anxious and i want them back. I dont want more cuts before the wedding and my mum will find the newish cuts and scars and will be dissapointed that i had cut again. I doubt me telling her i gave away my blades and stuff will make her feel any better. :/
Last edited by DarkWhispers123 : 28-08-2014 at 12:23 AM.
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Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
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28-08-2014, 12:35 AM
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brynn
Join Date: May 2014
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I'm really glad! good job :) how are you doing with it? how long has it been?
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you bleed just to know you're alive
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28-08-2014, 01:59 AM
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Whats the point in living? We're all going to die
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Its been two hrs and im feeling kinda good but i also want to ask him for my knife back.
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Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
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28-08-2014, 05:14 AM
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brynn
Join Date: May 2014
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why? i remember the first time i gave my bf a knife, i realized afterward that i had an "emotional connection" with it and it was really hard to get rid of. it's worth it tho.
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you bleed just to know you're alive
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29-08-2014, 01:36 AM
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I nearly started cutting a few weeks ago, but with the help and advice from a friend I threw the razor in the outside bins. I still kind of feel like I wish I hadn't, wish I could at least look at the razor, but overall I know it was the right choice. So I understand how you feel! Good for you for giving those things to your friend. It's a step, and each step counts.
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"A pearl is a beautiful thing that is produced by an injured life. It is the tear [ that results ] from the injury of the oyster. The treasure of our being in this world is also produced by an injured life. If we had not been wounded, if we had not been injured, then we will not produce the pearl." — Stephen Hoeller
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29-08-2014, 01:44 AM
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Whats the point in living? We're all going to die
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Yea. Thanks.
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Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
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29-08-2014, 03:01 AM
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Fight for another day
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You have done really well, remember we are here for support if you need it
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"Recovery is something that you have to work
on every single day and it's
something that doesn't
get a day off."
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29-08-2014, 10:21 AM
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Whats the point in living? We're all going to die
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Thanks. Today has been rather hard as its the first time in ages that ive not had anything to cut with.
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Have you ever sat there and wondered ‘why am I still here? I don’t even want to be here. I haven’t wanted to be here for so long. What’s keeping me here?’ And then you realize the answer is nothing. And that scares you even more than the fact that you don’t want to be here anymore.
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02-09-2014, 12:59 PM
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It will be tough to begin with, but I promise it will get easier in time. You made a really admiral decision to give your blades away and I'm sure your friend is so proud of you. Keep strong.
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03-09-2014, 09:57 PM
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RYL Super Sponsor!
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Originally Posted by Epicene
It will be tough to begin with, but I promise it will get easier in time. You made a really admiral decision to give your blades away and I'm sure your friend is so proud of you. Keep strong.
This.
Well done for being brave :)
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No other sadness in the world would do
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07-09-2014, 11:33 AM
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Way to go. It's not easy to give up the tools...but you did it. Awesome!
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One Day at a Time
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06-10-2014, 01:03 PM
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★ Katie ★
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Well done lovely :) Keep fighting, you're very strong.
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♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
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06-10-2014, 03:27 PM
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Never knowing...a helping hand or hell to pay?
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Well done :)
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'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter
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15-10-2014, 11:36 PM
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Dancing in the sunbeams
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Congrats! It's a big step, well done for making it!
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"It was only a sunny smile, and it cost little in the giving, but like morning light it scattered the night and made the day worth living" - F Scott Fitzgerald.
"I've seen fake gods and bad gods and demi-gods and would-be gods. I've had the whole pantheon. But if I believe in one thing... just one thing... I believe in her!" I love you always, CathyP
If you ever need to talk, I will always listen. Because I know how hard it is when no one will.
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