I'm mean if it makes me better than good but what if it makes me worse.
There is no use worrying because if you do get worse you are in a safe place and the right place. Worrying about getting worse may be what makes you worse than the actual trial of not being on meds.
They think my seizures are withdrawl ones which begs the question why suddenly stop something if he knows that's the case?
Withdrawal symptoms will pass and you're in the right place for them to manage them as and when they happen. Like with any drug that has been taken for a period of time there will be withdrawals but they pass (think heroin or alcohol as in, they feel terrible an shave awful withdrawal symptoms but they eventually pass as the body adapts to not having that drug again)
By thinking before seeing that you will be worse off is kind of setting yourself up a bit. It's probably better to take a neutral stance as best you can and see what happens otherwise it's a bit like deciding that you're worse off before you even know or have tried. It'll probably take some time to figure it out too. It's almost like a mentality.
I mean, there is the chance that it might make you worse: but to honestly know you have to try and view it from a neutral stance of equal weighting of, this could go either way let's see which way.
Are you scared/anxious/worried about not vein ton meds maybe because you've been on them for so long?
I don't mean to sound horrible or non empathetic or non understanding, I'm just being honest with what i think. x