how i hate this world..............

DarknessWithin · 21-04-2014, 02:57 PM

every fucking day of my life all i see are other motherfuckers getting what they want, even tho i try to improve, i always fail or get fucked in the end.... all i want to do is just eat a bullet and be done with this pathetic life... nothing good can help me, nothing good is left........ i am sick to my stomach because every fucking person i know has it good and i sit here in fucking hell... THIS is why i hate the world, i want to see these fucking scumbags burn for eternity....

Shenanigans · 21-04-2014, 03:08 PM

What are you trying to improve in your life? How have you gone about achieving these things?

It sounds like you are very angry. Do you think your anger is something you need to work on?

DarknessWithin · 21-04-2014, 04:49 PM

in order for me to progress i need money for repairs, no money means no progress... that means i have no way of getting to a doctor, anything, my life, my plans are fucked and guess what, nobody fucking cares because they already have what they want... fixing my anger will not pay for the repairs...

Shenanigans · 21-04-2014, 04:59 PM

Perhaps dealing with your anger and trying to settle that will help you think more rationally about the situation you're in. A lot of the time, anger narrows our views and stops us considering valid options. It is something to consider at least. If it's not something you are willing to look into, no one can force you to do that.

I'm sorry you're struggling with money right now. What "repairs" are you speaking about? Is this to a car or vehicle? Do you have a job or are you struggling to find one?

DarknessWithin · 21-04-2014, 10:38 PM

truck repairs.... it pisses me off just thinking about it

DarknessWithin · 21-04-2014, 11:16 PM

hard to be happy when you get a phone call and they tell you 800 dollars for repairs on your vehicle... with no money but a lousy 800 a month for disability, i guess im fucked... see how the world wants to RUIN my life? every time i try to get better, it FUCKS me so hard i want to burn it into oblivion.... why cant the dark lord rise now and end this pathetic life.... i want to see these miserable fucks burn and burn and burn....

DarknessWithin · 25-04-2014, 05:57 AM

how long do i have to scream for support?

dixyy · 25-04-2014, 06:59 AM

Who are you referring to here? I can see people have replied to you in the past with supportive comments I'm just wondering what kind of support we can offer you?

Snow White. · 25-04-2014, 07:45 AM

Have you ever seen a professional or got any support for the way you feel about the world?

Patent Pending · 25-04-2014, 10:44 AM

Hi there,

It sounds like you're feeling very angry right now and that life keeps throwing things at you - it's horrible when it feels like this.

Do you have any support around you at all? As Carmen said, it might help to talk to the truck repair place about how you can manage to pay for the repairs - often these companies have payment plans they can offer.

We are here to support you and we hear you screaming out for help. What support from us would you find most helpful?

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