The Safe Room

[katgrace]

I seem to have made a habit of disappearing for a few months then coming back on and not recognising any of the names in here!

For those of you who don't know me, I'm kat :) hi

*hugs* to anyone who needs them, hope you're all okay

Anyone can feel free to send me a message if they ever need to talk :) xx

[I am a cat]

Welcome back Kat.
Hope your ok
xxx

[LittleCloud]

Hey Kat,
I remember you. How's uni?
I'm a disability support worker so your course sounds soooo exciting!
Today's been very mixed up... I slept late after working a night shift and spent the day in my garden, but I still feel very confused about eating. I wish I didn't have to have anything to do with food- I hate how out of control it makes me feel.
Sending hugs to everyone... sorry I'm not much good here

[I am a cat]

*Makes hot drinks and sits on chair waiting for people*

[katgrace]

Hi :) Uni is really good thankyou

How do you know what course I'm doing..? o_O

[I am a cat]

Kat - It says on your profile ;)

[katgrace]

And of course I'd forgotten I'd even written that haha

[I am a cat]

LOL!!

*Makes hot choc*

Although my cat is asleep on my arm at the moment!

*Makes hot choc in a minute*

[Patent Pending]

Hi Kat...I remember you but you would probably know me under Heaven knows (my old profile) Welcome back.

*waves to all*

FloatingCloud and LittleCloud...how are you guys doing?

x x x

[I am a cat]

Hi Katie *waves*
*gives you hot drink*
*and hot wheat bag thingy that smells of lavander*

Im fine. I always say this to my therapist! She knows what it means now though :(
How are you?
x

[Patent Pending]

I'm guessing by thd sad face that you're actually not...?

I'm...I dunno...too tired to know tbh.

*drinks hot drink and hugs comforter*
lavender is nice smell.

[I am a cat]

Yeah I love Lavender!!
I wish they did strawberry hot thingys though, I dont actually know what they are called. My fried bought me the lavender one and its a cat and you put it in the microwave and its warm and smells of lavender. I want a strawberry one!

And yeah :( fine isnt good for me. I dont know how I am ... Im just here. I suppose kinda like you??

[Patent Pending]

*hugs and gives you strawberry one*
stawberry is favourite smell.

Horrible feeling...like limbo.

[Out and Proud]

I have been in hospital the past few days since I was last online, tried comitting suicide again, and failed miserabley -_- **** my life. *curls up into a ball, cries and buries his head in his hands*

[I am a cat]

Katie..its like a kinda not existing feeling isnt it. Everything feels a bit surreal.

Out and proud...Im sorry that you tried to take your own life, Im glad your still here!! *gives sweeties and hot drink and teddy*

[Out and Proud]

*takes the sweeties, hot drink and teddy, hugging it trightly* Why? Why are you glad that I am still here?

[I am a cat]

I would be sad to hear that you werent here anymore.
You make a positive impact on many peoples lifes here.
Your a nice person.
You dont deserve the pain your going through.

[Out and Proud]

How do i make a positive impact on people?

[I am a cat]

By being in the safe room and joining in. Just making conversation has a positive impact on people.

[Out and Proud]

But most of my posts ij the safe room have been about me wanting to comit suicide and aniversaries of deaths and about Tysons suicide and my schizophrenia..