I'm not over him, I love him, we didn't Even kiss cos I was too scared to,. I haven't cried cos if u cry its real and if its real then he's gone. he's gone back to ignoring me now. Even tho we arnt together I'm still his. I'm not gunna start sh again so I don't have to stop again. It's I good job I was already broken b4 we got together
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Also sorry to hear you and what's his name are no more.
why would i need suport for a good grade
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I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Recently someone said to me if I lost some weight or at least turned it into muscle I would be able to get girls.
To a point I do agree but i'm a bit 50/50, yes, I do have some fat, more than I should but to a point i'm happy with that, i've always even as a child been bigger and most days I don't care about it (I have my emo days about it).
Anyways, my question, should I really have to change myself, my look etc just to get ladies? Or what? I don't know, it has been playing on my mind.
Mike you don't have to change yourself. Whoever said that is bang out of order. I've seen pictures of you and you look good the way you are. You're a handsome chap. Don't change for other people.
That makes me so angry when people think it's okay to make comments like that.
Someone who I consider to be one of my best friends says the same thing to me!
You shouldnt have to change yourself to find someone, the only reason you should change is if youre not happy with yourself.
There are times to stay put, and what you want will come to you.
But there are times to go out into the world and find such a thing for yourself.
I aint no abacus but you can count on me.
if your happy with how you look then nothing else really matters. screw what anyone else may think, it only your oppinion that counts
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
does anyone else think that your outsides are suposed to match your inside or is it just me
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Mike, as your username suggests, you are simply fambulous! just the way you are :)
I know a lot of people say that but it's my genuine ethic towards a lot of things. I believe there is somebody out there for everyone, and even if it takes weeks, months or years to find them, the fact that they will enjoy you as a person just for who you are, makes it all the worth while a wait.
Also, well done on your C ashlee!
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
