Lyrics to how you're feeling right now.

[forever_lost]

She loves her mama's lemonade.
Hates the sound that goodbyes make.
She would change everything.
Everything, just ask her.
Caught in the in-between.
A beautiful disaster.
She just needs someone to take her home.
She's not a drama queen.
She doesn't wanna feel this way.
She would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in-between.
A beautiful disaster.
She just needs someone to take her home.

[lau_83]

Lonely Girl - Pink

I can remember the very first time I cried
How I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside
All of my memories - good and bad - that's past
Didn't even take the time to realize

Starin' at the cracks in the walls
Cuz I'm waiting for it all to come to an end
Still I curl up right under the bed
Cuz its takin' over my head all over again

Do you even know who you are?
I guess I'm tryin' to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
I want to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?

Lyin' awake watchin' the sunlight
How the birds will sing as I count the rings
around my eyes
Constantly pushing the world I know aside
I don't even feel the pain, I don't even want to
try

I'm lookin' for a way to become
The person that I dreamt of when I was sixteen
Oh, nothin' is ever enough
Ooh, baby, it ain't enough for what it may seem

Do you even know who you are?
I'm still tryin' to find
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
Everybody wants to be
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
No

So Lonely girl, tell a tale for me
Cuz I'm wondering how you really feel
I'm a lonely girl, I'll tell a tale for you
Cuz I'm just tryin' to make all my dreams come
true

Do you even know who you are?
Oh, yeah, yeah
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
Oh, I wanted to be a star
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell, I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
I guess not, oh I guess not

Do you even know who you are?
Oh, I'm tryin' to find
A rising dream or a fallen star?
Oh, I have a all these dreams
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore
Do you even know what you have?
No, no
Do you even know who you are?
A rising dream or a fallen star?
Is life good to you or is it bad?

[EmilyTHEgreat]

I'm sorry mother I'm sorry I let you down well these days I'm fine no these days I tend to lie..

[JaneJoe]

Never mind I will find someone like you!!!!!!!!!! 

[Koriandr]

If you could see me,
Whoever I am,
It's not like a movie,
It's not on skin and bones.

[EmilyTHEgreat]

Then it rained so hard that Mary tried
To take her life with suicide
And disappear just like the thunder
You ask around and no-one knows
Where they went or what they do
But you wonder, I know you wonder

Where do they go?
They come here

[Buttons.]

I changed my color for you
I shed my coat with caution
I lack the beauty you display
See here there are the bruises
And some were self-inflicted
And some showed up along the way
So i nod my head
Im ready for the world to see
The secret i kept here inside the man you thought id be
Slip into coma calm
The coma where i calm myself down
Here comes excuses why i let you down

Stand by for another breakdown
Sound off the alarm
Is this the chameleon boy i swore i wouldnt become
Chameleon boy
Chameleon boy

So now weve come upon the hardest thing ive ever done
Its telling you that im a mess
What sort of mess i mean
Is self-destructive gasoline
The kind that strips you of your best
And while i play insteadthe way that most would end up dead
You sleep alone at home and wish that i was in our bed
With this im telling you
My color changes back to blue
How do i ask you this
Will you help me through

Stand by for another breakdown
Sound off the alarm
Is this the chameleon boy i swore i wouldnt become
Stand by for another breakdown
Sound off the alarm
Is this the chameleon boy i swore i wouldnt become
Chameleon boy
Chameleon boy

I try to think of all the people i look up to
Or growing up who would i be
Now the twisted part
Whered all my idols end up
They all passed away
Passed away

Stand by
Its chameleon boy
Stand by
Its chameleon boy
Chameleon Boy
I'm chameleon boy...
Chameleon boy...

[LotusandDice]

Sanitize
To blitz every lasting stain
Turning fashioned...

Heads turn
Heads to marvel at plastic landscapes
Heads to fill a vacuum of synthesized grace

Globalise
In continuum to equalise
turning littered...

Heads turn
Heads to forego distinctions to make
Heads to embrace prospects of life in a cage

Plastic landscapes, synthesized grace
Distinctions to make, life in a cage
Time waits for no slave

Just give them convenience upon pain of death
Cut out the middleman
Keep them uniformly spoon-fed
Time waits for no slave

Just give them convenience
Upon pain of ****ing death
Honoured cattle-class turning fattened heads

Heads turn
Heads to enthuse in a permanent daze
Heads once longing for flaws to disassociate
Permanent daze, disassociate
Synthesized grace, life in a cage

In one breath you denounce
The authoritarian reach.
Turn of the cheek and you're basking
In the fake sunlight of its grip

Time Waits For No Slave - Napalm Death

[forever_lost]

No one laughs at God in a hospital.
No one laughs at God in a war.
No one's laughing at God when they're starvin' or freezin' or so very poor.
No one laughs at God when the doctor calls after some routine tests.
No one's laughing at God when it's gotten real late, and their kid's not back from that party yet.

No one laughs at God when their airplane starts to uncontrollably shake.
No one's laughing at God when they see the one they love hand in hand with someone else, and they hope that they're mistaken.
No one laughs at God when the cops knock on their door and they say "We've got some bad news, sir."
No one's laughing at God when there's a famine, fire, or flood.

But God can be funny, at a cocktail party while listening to a good God-themed joke or,
Or when the crazies say he hates us, and they get so red in the head you think they're 'bout to choke.
God can be funny, when told he'll give you money if you just pray the right way.
Or when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini, or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus.
God can be so hilarious, haha, haha.

No one laughs at God in a hospital.
No one laughs at God in a war.
No one's laughing at God when they've lost all they've got and they don't know what for.
No one laughs at God on a day they realize that the last sight they'll ever see is a pair of hateful eyes.
No one's laughing at God when they're saying their goodbyes.

[x.Beautiful.Distraction.x]

In those discouraging days I always missed the mark
When we were comfort and close I would neglect to keep
You safe and unexposed, a portrait of time repeats
This moment now replaced when an empty wish
To give, I give, I gave

I gave my everything for all the wrong things
In this cold reality I made this selfish war machine
Oh, this has become Hell
How can I share this life with someone else?
I promise you
There is no weight that can bury us
Beneath the ghosts of all my guilt
Here in the dark side of me
Here in the dark side of me

Now in your absence I wade
Through the coursing, lonely lost
And in this tragic dismay
I never could believe what I became

I gave my everything for all the wrong things
In this cold reality I made this welcomed war machine
Oh, this has become Hell
How can I share this life with someone else?
I promise you
There is no weight that can bury us
Beneath the ghosts of all my guilt
Here in the dark side of me

Here in the dark side of me
Here in the dark side of me
Here in the dark side of me

I couldn't give you what you needed
It's all my fault
Too coward to believe I lost it all

I gave my everything for all the wrong things
In this cold reality I made this selfish war machine
Oh, this has become Hell
How can I share this life with someone else?
I promise you
There is no weight that can bury us
Beneath the ghosts of all my guilt
Here in the dark side of me

Here in the dark side of me
Here in the dark side of me
Here in the dark side of me

[x.Beautiful.Distraction.x]

Oh I need a break from these Random Reality Shifts
And mood swings

[Koriandr]

And though I get so sad,
I could swear the night makes a notion to claim me
Around second verse,
I reckon I've felt worse,
But still held fast.

[forever_lost]

It'll take you over, and seize you're breath.
So run for cover.
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I walk barefoot where the water drowns the sand,
With you no longer here to hold my hand.
I let go, I let go.
The ocean makes my swollen heart feel small.
With the sounds it makes, you won't hear it if I call.
I let go, I let go.
There's a breeze in the air.
There a boat anchored out there.
There's a calm under the waves, as I chose to sink.
Your skin protected me from sunbeams.
Your hands made sure I'd stay intact.
I let go, I let go.
You were always there to walk me home.
With you not here, the streets I roam.
I let go, I let go.
There's a breeze in the air.
There's a boat passing over there.
There's a calm under the waves, as I chose to sink.
With your voice in my head, I could fall here instead.
But there's a calm under the waves, so I chose to sink.
I'm tired now, I'll see you when I wake up.
I've heard it's pretty where you are.
I let go, I let go.

[forever_lost]

But where are you tonight?
Something isn't right.
Can you please stop hiding?

Sometimes it all just gets to me.
I can't fake it anymore.
I'll stay with you, but remember,
Be careful what you do.
Cuz I'm not bulletproof.

[Squid]

Untitled (how could this happen to me) by Simple Plan

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
got nowhere to run
the night goes on
as I'm fadin' away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screamin'
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slippin' off the edge
I'm hangin' by a thread
I wanna start this over again

[forever_lost]

Take a breath,
I pull myself together.
Just another step,
Until I reach the door.
You'll never know the way,
It tears me up inside to see you.
I wish that I could tell you something,
To take it all away.
Sometimes I wish I could save you.
And there's so many things that I want you to know.
When I hear your voice,
It's drowning in the whispers.
And no matter what I do,
I can't make you feel better.
If only I could find the answer,
To help me understand.
Sometimes I wish I could save you.
And there's so many things that I want you to know.
Tell me you won't give up,
If only I could find the answer,
To take it all away.
Sometimes I wish I could save you.
And there's so many things that I want you to know.
I wish I could save you.
I want you to know.
I wish I could save you.
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I can't remember how, I can't remember why, I'm lying here tonight.
And I can't stand the pain,
And I can't make it go away.
No, I can't stand the pain.

Got nowhere to run,
The night goes on as I'm fading away.

Everybody's screamin'
I try to make a sound but no one hears me.
I'm slippin' off the edge,
I'm hangin' by a thread.
I wanna start this over again.

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered.
And I can't explain what happened.

[forever_lost]

Five days after black and red collide.
The motion sickness passed, I'll be the first to stand.
Behind that weathered door, I thought it would be safest.
My head is dizzy now, I thought we'd overcome.
We might not make it home tonight.
Crawling on the ash, she's pitiful.
She's lost her sense of light, she has to hold my hand.
Had I known we might be two kids without their jackets.
My fear would come alive.
She might not make it home tonight.
Get up.
I need you.
Get up.

[forever_lost]

Tried to walk together, but the night was growing dark.
Thought you were beside me, but I reached and you were gone.
Sometimes I hear you calling from some lost and distant shore.
I hear you crying softly for the way it was before.

Where are you now?
Are you lost?
Will I find you again?
Are you alone?
Are you afraid?
Are you searching for me?
Why did you go?
I had to stay.
Now I'm reaching for you.
Will you wait?
Will you wait?
Will I see you again?

You took it with you when you'd left, these scars are just a trace.
Now it wanders lost and wounded, this heart that I misplaced.

Where are you now?
Are you lost?
Will I find you again?
Are you alone?
Are you afraid?
Are you searching for me?
Why did you go?
I had to stay.
Now I'm reaching for you.
Will you wait?
Will you wait?
Will I see you again?

[Ardea]

[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oj-mV8SaOoU"]Elephants - Rachael Yamagata - YouTube[/ame]

[Buttons.]

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning
'Cos I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Ah the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
How do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
I won't remember, save your breath, 'cos what's the use?

Ah, the night is calling?
And it whispers to me softly come and play
Ah, I am falling
And If I let myself go I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

I'm coming down, coming down, coming down
Spinning 'round, spinning 'round, spinning 'round
Looking for myself - SOBER [x2]

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry, never again
Broken down in agony just tryna find a friend

Oh Oh

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober

Oh Oh

I'm safe
Up High
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
How do I feel this good sober?

Will I ever feel this good sober?
Tell me, No no no no no pain
How do i feel this good sober