Relapse. Again.

[BrokenMandy]

I've relapsed in my anorexia and self harm

I haven't had ed tendencies since 13
And I haven't cut since last year.

I'm stuck, and I need to be thin. Part of me knows this is bad but another part says its good. I'm getting low again.

Ugh.

[Uncoming StormCrow]

Hey there,

I know how you feel, I've gone through the same as you are going through now.
My word of advice: don't go blaming yourself now for relapsing, that tends to only make matters worse. Look for help, like you are doing on this forum.
If you need someone to talk to, you can always PM me. I'll try to respond as soon as I can.

-Crow

[emmasmith]

i know it's hard, but you have to not beat yourself up about relapsing, just try and find some support and remember how much more you are worth than your weight. i'm here if you need to talk <3

[Wonderland.]

I think it's really positive that you can identify that both the cutting and the anorexia are bad things.

Is there anything that you can think of that may have triggered things to get worse?

If you have no already got any professional support then maybe now is the time to get it.

You don't deserve to be feeling like this.