I'm so sorry. I can't I can't . I'm not good enough. Someone might die and it would my fault for having help when someone needed it more. I really need the fat to go. Please go. I'm frightened. Also I miss you daddy I wish you were here.
This is good news. This means there's hope. This means things can get better. This means I can have a future. Please please please let things work out...
And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears. And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears...
Good luck with that one - I now say both ALL the time.
=D You have acquired ALL my phrases!!
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This is good news. This means there's hope. This means things can get better. This means I can have a future. Please please please let things work out...
I'm having nightmares. Every night. Tonight's involved a clone of me laughing manically while she tried to steal my mask. I wouldn't let her so she started trying to cut me instead. I could feel how much she hated me, but I couldn't run away. Seriously, Freud would be having a field day over this one. And I can't stay awake at night but I've been too scared to sleep. Whenever I wake up I think the dreams are real. I'm terrified of the dark but I can't sleep with the lights on. And I wish I could crawl into bed with you again (or anyone).
I'm really proud of you. I was just thinking back to your first year when we'd argue every morning because you'd get too anxious/depressed to go in, I'm proud of how far you've come since then. Despite being exhausted this morning and being late for placement, you've still made the effort to go in. You're working so hard to achieve what you want in life. Love you x
Let us go then you and I, when the evening is spread out against the sky, like a patient etherized upon a table
- T.S. Elliot
I know I shouldn't officially know yet but I really hope it brings you both together rather than tear you further apart.
I wish I could congratulate you and wish you well, but I know when you want to tell me properly and not say it as a not so cryptic clue you will I shall just have to be patient.
<3 I hope you are okay dear Sarah, sounds like you tried to do the right thing xxxx
Thank you lovely Aimee, I just was so shocked that my fiancee was mad at me for letting her sleep in peace...
But, she said at the end of her being mad "excuse me for missing you", I stated if she just said to me "I miss you, come to bed" the whole situation could've been avoided...
She's a bit like me, she doesn't like being left alone, I just thought I'd better not wake her because I may disturb her...
We seem to clash lots, but in the end, we always work it out and it's okay again.
So much love around us.
Honestly I've made the best friends I could ever wish for, found love and regained my self-trust to be vulnerable with people again.
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