That sounds exciting.
Are there no dance clubs in Harrogate at all?
yess but you have to pay for them so i cant do it
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Maybe try and explain just how much it would mean to you?
Or alternatively do some jobs around the house to earn some money if you think you can do that!
Maybe try and explain just how much it would mean to you?
Or alternatively do some jobs around the house to earn some money if you think you can do that!
im not alloud to do jobs in the house
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Why not? I'd have thought your parents would appreciate your help.
If you need money to do the class, why not get a paper round, or when you turn 16 get a job in a shop or a restaurant or something. You have to help yourself before anyone else can help you.
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. Make us all feel wonderful. We'll never forget."
This thread is just as frustrating as the last one by this poster and I have no idea what to say other than to highlight what others have said:
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Originally Posted by Eccentrics
Also Ashlee, could you write these things in your journal or vent thread? I understand you'd like to give us updates but this is the self injury support forum and by bumping your thread with updates you push other peoples threads down, who may need urgent support <3
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Originally Posted by Stephh
Do people have an obsession with replying to this thread when it's clear she's just spouting more and more lies the more people encourage her?
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Originally Posted by Eccentrics
Ashlee, can you do this in a R/V please?
There's nothing we can do to help you with him...
I don't want to get angry and I'm trying to be understanding, but it's hard when you don't listen to us...
If you need to talk to someone about your love issues, try Childline: http://childline.org.uk . Most people think it is just for children being abused, but really you can talk about anything you like and they'll listen. You don't have to call them either! You can make an account and talk online 1-to-1 with a counsellor. I've used them and can say they are very lovely and helpful :)
You could run from someone you feared, you could try to fight someone you hated. All my reactions were geared toward those kinds of killers – the monsters, the enemies. When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. How could you run, how could you fight, when doing so would hurt that beloved one? If your life was all you had to give your beloved, how could you not give it? If it was someone you truly loved?
i might have blown up a kettal by accident
broke a toster
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Well, it's still good that the school might be making one. I hope that you find it helpful as a distraction/release from your problems and gives you a nice hobby to work on.
Also, I know accidents happen, but try not to break things! When you move out you'll have to learn how to use hoovers and appliances so it might be nice to get some practise in.
I look around at this world people are so eager to be a part of … and all I see is six billion lunatics looking for the fastest ride out. Who’s not crazy? Look around. Everyone’s drinking, smoking, shooting up, shooting each other, or just plain screwing their brains out because they don’t want them anymore. And they think I’m crazy? Honey, At least I admit the world makes me nuts.
i think i thort of it my self or read it somewhere then just rememberd about it while i was typing it, i put in to tumblr and facebook at the same time tho
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
what/who is the last thing/person that lied to me??
the thing is my mirror the person is myself
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
ive messed it all up, i totaly regret it, hopefully its still alright
I still think the world would be better off without me Some people, when they hit rock bottom, they dont have that person in their lives to pick them back up The mirror can lie, it doesnt show you whats on the inside. I dont think im fixed, people think that your like a car in a body shop, you go in, they fix you and your out, you work like your brand new, it doesnt work like that at all Sometimes i dont understand my self. Im not strong enough and im tired of pretending i am.
Ashlee, remember that really good informative post you made a few pages back which explained a lot of things to us? We found that a lot more helpful than song quotes or pictures or really small sentences.
Could you give us more information? it lets us know what you want help with and it's easier for us to support you that way.
Otherwise, we just keep going round in circles which is frustrating for everyone.
How can the light that burned so brightly
Suddenly burn so pale?
