we can totally understand that - for me it's a lot of things (mainly family stress) a lot has gone on within my family - very bad things and its not nice being called names by your mams bf ! (he called me butch when i was younger which has always stayed with me) .... being told hurtful things by those closest around you that you are supposed to trust is soul destroying ... since i've put on weight though - even though i HATE it ... i actually feel more confident and happier ... i eat more so i have more energy i dont pass out.. i can dance all night long if i want to and im not moody... i have the energy to play fight with my fiance and he loves all my curves (not fat ... muscle
... ) .. and i happen to like my womanly shape ... i don't like having a non existent bum and now when i look in the mirror ... i have a firm SLIM figure... im not skinny .. and i look better this way ....
This has taken me almost 3 years to get to .... i still have eating habits which im trying to conquer ... but still take it day by day
....
speaking from experience .. gaining weight when youre skinny is not actually that bad
.. it's actually an exhilirating feeling because of how alive it makes your body feel
xx
