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grrr just grrr
Mum: ''how are you feeling''
Mum's Boyfriend: ''angry and annoyed with
you''
Mum: ''why?''
Mum's boyfriend: ''because you said we weren't
going to tell the kids till we knew how serious it is''
Mum: ''I had to tell her something! if she didn't
know, she'd be even more anxious''
Mum's boyfriend: ''oh so, i'll just go slit my
wrists now shall i!?''
WHY THE FLAMING HELL WOULD YOU JOKE ABOUT THAT!???
YOU KNOW I COULD HEAR YOU YOU KNOW I WAS / AM BREAKING IN HALF WHY WHY WHY WHY
JUST WHY WOULD YOU JOKE ABOUT THAT!!!!!
"pretty pretty please dont you ever ever feel like your less than less than perfect"
"Don't ever change, you're perfect the way you are" only a PM away for ANYONE
Gem [smurfette] is my little sister and my princess <3
R.I.P. Keith....31/10/12....forever missed
R.I.P. Lewis....18/01/13....forever I'll love you, forever missed
How did you manage to just walk away after everything? Remember when you said that you'd postpone anything in the world to come & look after me if I really needed you? Now you won't even reply to my messages. I feel worthless & I miss how things were. I'm sorry I obviously became someone who wasn't worth your time & effort - or even just company.
Promises promises promises. It's no different this time to any other. You were supposed to book your flights yesterday. I know its only a day late if you do them today but thats not the point. You promised youd do it yesterday. When the fuck will I learn? I want to tell you to stuff it because I'm angry but I know I would regret that sooo much so I'll bite my tongue and keep my mouth shut and hope to god you do come and I don't get my heart broken again.
Location: somewhere within your immediate vicinity
I am currently:
I want someone to love, I don't have anybody. I want to want that special person to hold me. Even if it it is unrequited,I just want someone that I can be in love with. I want to have dreams about this person. I need a receiver for my affections. I need one so very very badly.
I'm sorry, I know if it weren't for me you could all watch this together. I'm sorry I just couldn't stand another year of being touched like that. I am so sorry.
'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'
['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']
'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell. Oscar Wilde
Its hard to dance with the devil on your back. Sydney Carter
