S: That was classy of you. A psychologist openly mocking and belittling ALL mentally ill people in front of a class of students. You're truly a credit to your profession. Nah, kidding, you're an ignorant cow.
You're upset when I don't express enough interest in the fact we'll be living together soon and yet the moment I do anything constructive about it. You don't bother to reply. Sometimes I wonder if I'm seeing a twelve year old girl.
I don't want to be alive, I'm not sure how to live with this thought. I'm existing barely functioning and I'm sorry because of this I'm not the girlfriend you signed up for.
Yesterday, I was really annoyed, you had a day booked off, told your students, but failed to tell me. I wouldn't have minded if it was in an email, a note in my pigeonhole, even in large letters on the whiteboard, just something. I dragged myself out of my bed to get to you for 8am and you didn't show. I worked with you today and I thought I might have got an apology, I guess that's too much too. You're lovely, but you really fail in the communication department.
I really badly wish I could help make things better for you. I'd give anything. You don't deserve this shit. If there is a god then it is one cruel bastard. I believe you have the strength to get through this and I will do anything I can to help....
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
x - Oh my jesus christ you are so annoying i can't even. Shut up. Just shut up. Be a more normal human being. Good god i cannot wait until the holidays. And desist from swearing as loudly and as frequently please - it's only sport.
y - Okay how much do you actually hate me? Because it's probably quite a lot. And I'm struggling to forget why i thought it would ever be a good idea to trust people.
z - Yeah sorry that this is shit but I'm going to fail and that sucks i'm sorry i don't know what to write because i am not clever enough to do this degree sorry.
Sorry - I'm being annoying again, I can tell.
I don't know why I always do this, someone is nice to me so I latch onto them and want to tell them every little detail in my life.
I just want you to care - and actually, I think you do, sometimes, but when I'm being needy and annoying even though I know you are busy then I don't blame you for hating me. I won't text you again, I'm sorry.
I don't know why I always do this, someone is nice to me so I latch onto them and want to tell them every little detail in my life.
I do this, too. That's not much help but you aren't alone with it at all, lovely.
M - You are annoying me again. "I gave up crying years ago." Please, stop being such a hypocrite. There's no way you're going to emotionally blackmail me, no way in hell.
K - I hope you don't hate me. I'm so frightened about what your response will be, I genuinely am.
I need you to come save me. I REALLY need you. I'm falling off the edge and it's all gonna end so badly. Please come take care of me.
♥It's the ups and downs of living life this way. Promise me you'll never go away. Just stay with me through one more night because it's always darkest before the light and now I promise you I'll never turn away. I won't let you give us one less heart to break...♥
You're really making things harder for me. Why the fuck are you telling me to take x? I know I should od on it but wtf. It doesn't matter hoe much I suffer as long as your precious brother is okay. I give up trying to tell you.
The only time you will find real light is when you're searching in the dark..
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