Say here what you can't say to someone/Get something off your chest-new rules post 1

[88shelz]

Please just pack up and leave with me as a family. I cant live anymore in this town, this county... This country altogether.
I can drive miles to go to a different city for shopping and still bump unto someone i know! I can get away from the past being here

[MunchBox]

I wish I could skip ALL the days. What's so bad about sleeping all day?

[Intaytia]

3 weeks. It took you over three weeks to see how I am getting on. Your 'baby' sister has left the country for a several months yet you didn't succeed in saying goodbye, not even a phone call. I reckon I've only got a message this evening because I told Mum to tell you to feel free to message me on Facebook. We never really have spoken whilst I've been away from home, but this is bigger, this hurts.

[xXMessedUpXx]

I don't want to argue with you. I'm just feeling really scared and alone right now. And i need you to understand not be angry at me :(

[Lyddie]

Quote:

Originally Posted by Narcissa

Urges are godawful and it's only two weeks in.
This degree was a fucking mistake.
I've never before been in a position where I genuinely can't self harm when I need to.
Fuck.
And reading this back I'm like o_O Lydia will legit hate me 'cos I've done ALL the swearing :'(

Tbh I really don't, doll. Nothing compared to the amount of swearing I've been dealing with in my house. If I'm the Lydia you're talking about. If not then awkward narcissistic moment by me...

Also I love you and *hugs and cuddles and glitter and stuff*

[[Luna]]

In my head all I can think is 'please don't die, please don't die, please please don't die!'

[Rodolphus]

I got to tuck you in and read your story and wish you goodnight for the first time in over a year tonight. It was so precious and I love you so much, little man. You'll always be my sunshine.


I'm sorry for throwing a strop and crying on my kitchen floor because I didn't want to eat, I couldn't handle it and you shouldn't have to deal with that. Thank you for picking me up and convincing me it was okay and still thinking that I'm beautiful when I'm hyperventilating with snot running down my face. Note to self: keep up the classy-sexy-bitch behaviour, you've gotten it down to a fine art now :P


You are on your way, little one. I'm keeping you in my heart for always, you please be safe.

[chinahorse]

You will eventually. They all do.

[Pi.R^2]

If that's what I think it's about Lillie then it's bollocks.
If not, then I'm having an NPD flare and shall continue about my business. Tum-ti-tum.

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I can't believe I don't miss you. After how much I idolised you, suddenly you're gone and I am NONE of the bothered. It's bizarre.

[Pomegranate]

You don't need to call her. I just need to man up. I don't need to be IP. I don't, I don't know what I need but it isn't that.

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I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you upset. I'll try and be normal. I thought I was shielding you. I didn't realise that was making you worry more.

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J, I'm sorry. I have the card but I epically failed to post it even though your birthday was weeks ago. You deserve better. I still want to send it but maybe I will write a letter instead. Sorry for sucking.

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I'm not personal therapist for you and G. You are supposed to be the adult. I'm not your carer. I can't be that again.

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I'm so sorry.

[Rainbow Colors]

I need to say it. I know I'm only about average weight and so people probably don't want to listen to me, but why on earth would you ever squeeze yourself into something that is too small for you? Unless you really don't have an ounce of fat on you, it's just going to make you look fat! And yeah, you think you shouldn't listen to me because most of my clothes are too small now, but I'm pregnant, so that's why they're too small. I have an excuse. But really? Don't you have a full length mirror? It's disgusting. Just fucking wear the right size clothing, look classy. That's what's sexy, not bulges of fat hanging all over the place. And I'm not saying fat is gross. You can have fat and still be sexy, as long as you're not squeezing yourself into clothes that don't fit. And I know what it's like, I grew out of clothes I tried fitting into them anyway and it made me look fat even though I'm not.

[Rodolphus]

Dear Marie,

You did wonderfully today and I'm proud of you. You're doing what you love, and it's making people happy and you're at least doing everything you can to make a positive and productive life for yourself. You go girl.

Love, self.

[Epicene]

How can you not know or understand that I wanted to hear more from you than that? I don't expect you to compromise your beliefs but you understood my reasons for asking. I hate relying on you.

[Rodolphus]

I'm so happy you're healthy and safe, welcome to the world, darling boy. I will cuddle you one day, I promise, and until that day you'll be in my heart and Aunty Marie loves you very much; for always.

[x.Beautiful.Distraction.x]

I'm just the last resort.

[Lyddie]

To be perfectly honest with you, words cannot describe how little of a fuck I give about your plans to lose weight.
[disclaimer: not directed at anyone on here]

[The Ashtray Girl]

Fuck you.
You aren't helping me at all like you promised you would. And now you're saying that I'm not going through anything overwhelming. Just fuck you. I could just disappear and you wouldn't care.

[high.hopes]

Telling me where the sleeping tablets are was probably the most stupid thing ever.

Now I have a decision to make.

[Kittyenna]

I hate you. You broke me.

[[Luna]]

In response to your question earlier: absolutely fucking terrified!