I just want somebody I can talk to, just one person, who understands. What the legitimate fuck is so difficult about that. I'm so fucking alone it hurts, hurts, hurts.
I am having all of the trust issues. Give us a month, if everything's okay then maybe the walls will start to come down a bit. I'm scared.
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
It takes courage to follow your heart
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
I'm so stupid. Why can't I just keep my mouth shut or something. Why do i have to be such an idiot at times and take my problems out on other who have way more to deal with than me... I don't know why I can' learn to just shut up...
"War is war and hell is hell, and of the two, war is worse."
Location: In a glass vial in the pocket of a beautiful mind.
I am currently:
I don't know what to do
rhap·so·dy - an ecstatic expression of feeling or enthusiasm. ♫
"Sacrifice is the most you can love someone." ♥
“Love was at best an excuse for stupidity, at worst a destructive, dangerous emotion that drove men to acts of annihilation which defied logic. It was a twisted, insidious sentiment used to justify everything from spoiling a child to destroying entire civilizations.”
I read it again. Not wise. Not wise at all.
Words can't express how angry I am at you. Angry and so so so scared that you're right.
You can't be right. They all said you were wrong. But what if what if what if you're right?
You're not. You can't be.
Ergh. The thought of living with posh bints again is making me stresssssed
We’ve got obsessions
I want to erase every nasty thought that bugs me every day of every week
We’ve got obsessions
You never tell me what it is that makes you strong and what it is that makes you weak.
I'm trying so hard not to be Borderline with you. I am having all the attachment issues already. Fuck my fucking life. I'm trying so hard to rationalise and be logical, but golly gosh, it's not easy. I don't honestly know if me being in a relationship is a good thing right now, but at the same time, I am so joyful and relaxes when you're around. I don't know. I'm tired and confused and a bit derpy.
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I want to ask you for a hug, but I don't want you to know there's anything wrong :/
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
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