You are a tough one to crack aren't you? One minute I think, 'yep, I'm pretty certain I don't want that or don't need that' and next I'm feeling you are my everything.
You look so tempting right now, but I know I can't. I won't.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
I love you so much, please come back but be gentle with me this time. Please leave some scars without needing stitches or steri-strips. Please hurt and sting and please bleed. Please make my heart beat faster, the adrenaline rush to my head. Please, let me be in control again as I carve the lines on my body. I miss you, please please just come back when nobody's looking. I need you.
"It's not a dream anymore. It's worth fighting for."
"Well, if it's not real you can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it.
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah" - Paramore
I hope to see you soon...let's make this a good one, ok?
"It's not a dream anymore. It's worth fighting for."
"Well, if it's not real you can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it.
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah" - Paramore
I hate you, but I love that you help me cope! you hurt but make me feel better! such mixed messages... sorry, I love you but I don't want to have to rely on you forever, let me lay you to rest my friend xxx
Take Care, Stay Safe, Shout if you need anything
