Say here what you can't say to someone/Get something off your chest-new rules post 1

[BridgesAndBalloons]

I know I've put on weight, I know I look disgusting but I'd like it if you didn't draw attention to that, thank you.

Fuck I hate myself.

[MunchBox]

I don't think I can make that appointment, I don't want to face what I've done.

[rebound_girl]

I quit my job and disappointed you again. I am depressed and in desperate need of help. But I've become an expert at hiding it and I can't tell you about it, 'cause it would only hurt you...I'm so sorry

[chinahorse]

I dont have the strength to do this any more.

[Pops.]

Getting drunk is a stupid idea, but I've opted for it all the same.
LOL.

[BorderlineJiveQueen]

This ends now.

At least I have been able to be honest.

J - I'm so sorry that its turned out this way, at least I hope you agree with me now...

[sazybel]

i dont want to screw up

[Ardea]

some days are hard and i don't know what to do.
all i know is that in this moment, i feel totally alone.

[scar_tattooist]

i have no passion or drive for life anymore. cant keep fightin for everythin i have no strength left physically and mentally im just sooo tired.

my mood swings are intense, my temper is so short, cant eat or sleep, cant think or fight. just cant.

im totally drained i give in.

[* imagine.. *]

i dream about u all the time. and it's scary. i didnt think i could love u like that. and worse is u have no idea. and even worse is i keep imagining all these scenarios where u think i'm stupid, unworthy, foolish, stupid, too much, ugly, smthing u feel u ought to do but dont wan't to. FUCK. u are the guy i have THE most trust in.if u broke it.... i would die.
ur my closest guy friend. we've known each other since we were 9. if i lost u , i'd break. i wouldn't cope. i'd fall apart... why am i giving u that option?!!?!?!?!?!?1

[MunchBox]

I don't know what I'm doing. I'm just fucking everything up.

[Ardea]

will this EVER go away?

i don't know what to do.

[~Grace~]

I love you all so very very much...i really do
And im so sorry for being how i am xxxxxxx

[ColourExplosion]

And this is where my promise of you not having to put up with me for long comes through.

[YodaBearInterrupted]

Why do you all always make it so that I am thisclose to the edge?

[Rodolphus]

I will hold on for the next year.
Because this time next year I will be in California.
And that is a definite something to hold on for.
The biggest adventure of my life and one of my best friends in the whole world.

Dad, I cannot thank you enough for helping me make this happen.
You are honestly the most wonderful man in the world.

I need to start getting better again.
I need to do everything I can to make me healthy enough to manage the trip.
I have one year.

I love you, Dad.

[chinahorse]

It hurts me that you don't know or care enough to call me to see quite how badly I need you.

[Ti Amo]

Never been this happy before (: Can't believe I spent so longing chasing something that I didn't want

[Ardea]

i started cutting again yesterday.
i tried to call before i did, but you were busy and didn't pick up.

you didn't ask about the texts that said i wanted to cut and could you please
call me. it's okay though. i don't want you to know. you have so much going on already.

[MunchBox]

I lied, I just don't want to go out tonight. I should really see you again.