So, ive decided that it will be better for my recovery to start a more positive, focussed thread. And ill treat it like a story im writing sort of, to make sure the stuff i want to be able to put in it can happen.
I went a bit too far and scared myself( not going into detail, this is meant ot be positive) . And i saw very clearly where its all headed. So i chucked out all my sharps, even my compass, which i actually kind of neede for maths, but whatever....
I will sort my head out. Ive got good friends to look after me even if they dont know the full story. My life is good, and its my right to enjoy it. First test of new attitude tomorrow morning, will report back
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
It's really good you've come to that sort of realization of where SI can go. Congrats on throwing out your tools :)
Hope you're able to keep that outlook- you really do deserve to enjoy life.
Good luck
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Managed one day so far. Ive felt really triggered at times, but i kept to it one day sounds small, but its a start. When the mess i made yesterday is completely healed im gonna give myself a treat
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
Two days! I feel so proud. And kind of want to boast a bit. Not in a bad way, just... I want people to know im doing good, because people in my real life dont
He was no longer jean valjean but no. 24601 -les miserable
Some of life's mysteries will never be solved, such as why, after spending an entire evening listenong to Bach, do I find myself humming "the birdie song".......
I am reaching, but i fall, and the stars are black and cold, as i stare into the void of a world that cannot hold- les miserables
That's great :) 2 days is something to be proud of. Keep it up!
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
one day sounds small, but its a start. When the mess i made yesterday is completely healed im gonna give myself a treat
