Once again back at one week. I decided yesterday that I'm done being sick. It's time to live. I had a horrible summer but it's over. I start classes again in two weeks and an internship. I know that my friends will welcome back the old me. There will be no more self-destructive behavior.
*hug* i hope it goes well for you. know that we will be here during the hard times, and that you have the strength to get through whatever bumps you hit.
this is my magical medicine cabinet. Left to right they contain: courage, hope, calmness, and strength.
The magical part: They NEVER run out, so borrow some any time you want.
I hope things go ok for you - it is a big decision to make but I believe you can do it. x
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
That is so great! I am definitely happy to hear that you have decided to turn things around. :]
I'll wish that things continue to go well, and I know they can. I hope you know that, too. *hugs*
Sometimes the best way to hold onto something is to let it go. - Anon
"Do you feel cold and lost in desperation/You build up hope but failure's all you've known/
Remember all the sadness and frustration/And let it go/Let it go"
-Linkin Park, Iridescent
Congrats on going 2 weeks! That's great :) Stay strong, and keep up thte good work *hugs*
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
It's great you're up to a month! I'm sorry to hear you're struggling... you can make it. Keep it up :)
"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.
Congrats on your progress, just try to keep doing what you've been doing so far as it seems to have been helping you. Just so ya know, I love the determination in your first post, it's very inspiring - especially with me starting classes in two weeks from now, it really hit home for me. Take care
"It's not a dream anymore. It's worth fighting for."
"Well, if it's not real you can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it.
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah" - Paramore
Awesome! Best of luck with it! Looove your positive attitude...kind of wish it was more contagious though.
"It's not a dream anymore. It's worth fighting for."
"Well, if it's not real you can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it.
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah" - Paramore
2 whole months - congrats!! You shoudl stop and think about what a big deal that is and how much you've accomplished these last two months. You should be very proud of yourself. <3
"It's not a dream anymore. It's worth fighting for."
"Well, if it's not real you can't hold it in your hands
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it.
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah" - Paramore
You shoudl stop and think about what a big deal that is and how much you've accomplished these last two months. You should be very proud of yourself. <3
