I wish I could let you go but I know it'd hurt too much to see you go. You've got a hold on me that's so tight you're almost suffocating me. Everything about you draws me in.. Please don't leave me. I need you to keep me alive.
You helped me. You've been there. But you've also destroyed me. You've become a part of my identity. You've embedded yourself into core parts of who I am, and I don't want you there. I don't want you living there. When I want to be happy, you won't let me. I think about you everyday, like I would a past lover. I wish I didn't need you as much as you want me. I wish you would get off of my body. I wish I didn't have to look at what you've made me everyday. You dictate my friends, my enemies, my lovers, my jobs. You destroy more than you help. But I still think about you, I still wish to feel your touch and your embrace. You wrap me up in familiarity and routine, in my world which lacks structure. You are a part of me, but you are not me.
"You're in the bathroom carving holiday designs into yourself,hoping no one would find you.But THEY found you,and they took you,and you somehow survived."
Please be aware I am currently holding interviews for your replacement. Your behavior is unacceptable which has led to me making the decision to bring your time here to an end.
Hello again. I didn't miss you all that much, but I guess I do now, everytime I give in to you, I can feel that I want you more.
I love you.
I hate you.
I am scared of you.
I want you.
Help me.
Leave me.
