Oh that's exciting, even if you're not really excited, you must be though, you're counting down the sleeps!! hehe :) how old will you be? Are you doing anything for it?
Ugh tests should go die.
My kitteh just learnt what happens when you put your head in the sink being nosey. A big blast of water comes out of nowhere. She was not impressed!
Having some epic as wind here. But it's quite sunny. It's odd
This battered room I’ve seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I’m choking
Will this ever end? I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
hmmm im 18, so sorta exited- I will hopefully be going snow boarding, but all of my friends have chickened out of going :(, and now I dunno if i should go.....
tests deffently should die!!!!!!
aw sweet! though poor kitty.... when mine was young, It jumped into a bath of hot water was so funny! it took it a few seconds then it streaked out of the house....
Doing what you love can be the loneliest time of your life
A climbers day starts at the crux, getting out of bed.
aw no poor kitty! we don't have a bath, but i'm sure if we did mine would do the same xD so we think the kitty is on heat.. she keeps making these random as meowing and prrrf noises like all the time. uh oh. she's not fixed yet lol
in other news.. i think i have a crush on a guy at work.. lol he's at the store I'm changing too, I've worked with him once, and he's come in when I'm working twice now. and hes always calling me doll, and hun, and darling, and he like gave me a hug and was being really nice to me and i got all girly and giggly. i'm slighty afraid that he's gay though tbh!! lol
work was good tonight, i spent like an hour sitting on the floor cleaning the shelves under front counter, and then i built a tower with rolls or docket printer paper ehehhe
This battered room I’ve seen before
The broken bones they heal no more, no more
With my last breath I’m choking
Will this ever end? I'm hoping
My world is over one more time
18 isn't tht bad! well, I try not to think it isn't.
Still waiting for everyone to fall off the earth, i'm not even trusted to sleep in my own bedroom at night anymore. Its really degrading and I feel really untrusted! =[ Thinking of popping the bed I'm in since its a water bed, then I can go back to my own.
*finds large pitchfork...*
And to top it all off, my father is coming to see me at Christmas and Don't know how to feel about it...
Hope all the exams went well and no-one pulled out their hair or chewed off their fingers cause of them. =]
Sorry for the whinge! Hope you are all well, holidays soon! (for some) =]
Bee
From Nymph to Dragonfly, I know my place.
Call me Bee. =) Like it or Lump it.
‘Cause the passion and pain are gonna keep you alive someday
well iv had better days, i think im getting sick, though i hate to admit it!
I failed my chem test, the one I thought I might have a chance at :( which put a huge dampner on the day. That and snow boarding being cancled and being really low has made a not so good day.
sorry for taking so much space to say all that. I dont mean to be whiney.
Oh tell us more about this guy, he sounds cool, and you never- their are more straite ones I think.
and go the tower :D I would have liked to join you!!!
Bee- hugs about xmas, hope it goes okay- even though its far a way yet (93days if you want to know)
popping the bed isnt to bad idea.... but do you think a pitchfork would work>
holidays soon- tests first.
and no problem, let it all out!
stay cool
Doing what you love can be the loneliest time of your life
A climbers day starts at the crux, getting out of bed.
The lady I live with. She is like a Second Mum, except alot more useful then my own. She thinks by having me in the other sid eof her bed at night will stop me doing anything (as She puts it) "stupid". I see where she is coming from, but that doesn't make it any less humiliating.
ANd she doesn't get that I can be angry at my mother but still miss her everyday. Its so Confusing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Imaginary- As I have discovered, alot of the nice guys tend to be as Gay as the Day is long, but maybe you just found one charming straight guy!
I wouldn't be so nervous about my Father but with having had no contact with except for being disowned by him 2 years ago, then the odd email since, its really hard. He was never part of my life so I don't want to expect anything, but I want my Dad...
I'm thinking maybe a pitchfork would be too hard. Maybe just a nice, big, sharp knife will do the trick....
Don't worry about the exams, at least you know where you need to improve now ready for externals now! Suck about the snowboarding! I haven't been to the snow since I was about 4 and I don't mind whinging! I'm good at it so lets all have a go.
I so wish I got holidays from my course, even though I am way behind. Ah well.
Bee.
From Nymph to Dragonfly, I know my place.
Call me Bee. =) Like it or Lump it.
‘Cause the passion and pain are gonna keep you alive someday
was that after shock at 6.30? I thought it was later. I am very over them!!
Im ment to be doing a physics paper right now. but Ill start in a miniut....
Bee- that sucks, I guess i can see her point... but I would throw a tizz if it was me!! and I get what you mean about your mom.
big fingers crossed for the exams!!
Effvescence- How are you? Hope your exams were okay- Havent seen you for ages, have missed you!!
Great to see you :)
Im starting to get sick, so I better go finish this paper so i can get an early night.
Doing what you love can be the loneliest time of your life
A climbers day starts at the crux, getting out of bed.
hay all
sorry for no post for a bit everythings been a bit nutting here latly ok not really everything but in my head anyway....
happy birthday for the other day ettie sorry its late i hope you had a great day.
i hope everyone is doing ok!!
ahhhh exam talk lol :P ummm i sat mine got results back i passed 1 bio paper out of 4 no english papers and i havent got maths results back but im prity sure i failed!! and i had a math resit for algebra and i failed that!! majorly!! gahhhh
ummm been feeling prity **** latly alot of stress... ummm struggling with boyfriend been so far away i think i could handle it if my mates would stop flaunting there boyfriends in my face i so sick of it :/
