Lyrics to how you're feeling right now.

[crazykat]

It's never enough
It's never okay

[DestroyMe]

I'm hooked on you I need a fix I can't take it just one more hit I promise I can deal with it
I'll handle it quit and then just one more time, just a little bit more to get me through this....
it's like I'm not me.
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free me before I slip away
heal me, wake me from this day
can't somebody help me?
I've seen the face of my affliction
of my reality
I'm being taunted by the future of things that yet to be
I'm being haunted by a vision, it's like the morning never comes
I feel the burning of confusion
always searching on the run

free me, before I slip away
heal me wake me from this day
can't somebody help me?

now I'm not a hero no,
put the weight of the world on my soul
these images burned in my eyes
they're burning me up inside

Free me, before I slip away
heal me, wake me from this day
can't somebody help?
somebody help me?

[Buttons.]

I've been walking around all day thinking,
I think I have a problem I think I think to much.

[x-love/hate/tragedy-x]

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
red light, cant stop so I spin the wheel
my world goes black before I feel an angel lift me up
and I open bloodshot eyes into fluorescent white
they flip the siren, hit the lights, close the doors and I am gone.

Now I lay here owing my life to a stranger
and I realize that empty words are not enough
Im left here with the question of just
what have I to show except the promise I never kept?
I lie here shaking on this bed, under the weight of my regrets.

I hope that this can be more than just flashing lights and sound
Look around and youll see that a times it feels like no one really cares
it gets me down but Im still gonna try to do whats right, I know that theres
a difference between sleight of hand, and giving everything you have
theres a line drawn in the sand, Im working up the will to cross it.

rhetoric cant raise the dead
Im sick of always talking when theres no change
Im sick of empty words, lets lead and not follow

Late night, brakes lock, hear the tires squeal
red light, cant stop so I spin the wheel
my world goes black before I feel an angel steal me from the
greedy jaws of death and chance, and pull me in with steady hands
they've given me a second chance, the artist in the ambulance
can we pick you off the ground; more than flashing lights and sound

[Buttons.]

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

[crazykat]

I'm not quite sure how to breathe without you here
I'm not quite sure if I'm ready to say goodbye to all we were
Be with me
Stay with me
Just for now
Let the time decide
When I won't need you

My hand searches for your hand
In a dark room
I can't find you
Help me
Are you looking for me?

Can I feel anyore?
Lie to me, I'm fading
I can't drop you
Tell me, I don't need you

My hand searches for your hand
In a dark room
I can't find you
Help me
Are you looking for me?

Etch this into my brain for me
Tell me, how it's supposed to be
Where everything will go
And how I'll be without you by my side

My hand searches for your hand
In a dark room
I can't find you
Help me
Are you looking for me?

My hand searches for your hand
In a dark room
I can't find you
Help me
Are you looking for me?

[Rhapsody]

i'm sorry everyone
i'm tired of feeling nothing
goodbye

[comaxXxwhite]

Because reason says I should have died three years ago.
No other road.
No other way.
No day but today.

[crazykat]

There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

[fallingdawn]

Here in these deep city lights
Girl could get lost tonight
I'm finding every reason to be gone
There's nothing here to hold on to
Could i hold you?

Calling out somebody save me i feel like i'm fading away
Am i gone?
Calling out somebody save me i feel like i'm fading

[DestroyMe]

I really want you to sigh
never in tune just sigh
I really want you to sigh
never in tune sigh

Just tonight I would
I would lay here for you
just tonight I would
I would sink here for you
just tonight I would
I would slum here for you
Just tonight I would
I would die

I really want you to sigh
never in tune sigh
I really want you to sigh
never in tune sigh

where am, am I
in the hallway small
there's a red light and a black sore
away I say, away I say, away

you'll follow me til the end til the end
you'll swallow me til there is nothing left
you'll follow me til the end til the end
you'll swallow me til there is nothing left

I really want you, to sigh
never in tune just sigh
I really want you to sigh
never in tune just sigh

Insanity, blessing for those born to hate you
Burned by the embers of love, it is so cruel
Howling the night, for sun of the midnight
Serving the people, condemned you in the eternal night

[crazykat]

Caught up in circles
Confusion, there's nothing new
Flashback, warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcase of memories

[J.K]

I used to be such a burning example,
I used to be so original.
I used to care I was being cared for,
Made sure I showed it to those that I love.

I used to sleep without a single stir because I was about my father's work.

Well, take me out tonight,
This ship of fools I'm on will sink.
I'm my own stone around my neck.
Be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.

I used to pray like God was listening.
I used to make my parents proud.
I was the glue that kept my friends together,
Now they don't talk and we don't go out.

I used to know the name of every person I've kissed.
Now I've made this bed and I can't fall asleep in it.

[Buttons.]

You can't ever catch tomorrow.

[Freedom Fighter]

Courage, your name means something to me.
These heroes, they last through time.
Courage, your name means something to me.
A champion of the daily grind.

Not because of a movie or a magazine,
but because of your example you inspired me.
Sacrifice in the midst of pain.
You bring a tear to my eye when I hear your name.
You hit the beaches in the Second World War.
You carried it with you when you came home.
Everyday was a courage fight.
A colored soul in a world of white.

[DestroyMe]

If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Put me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

[Tenji]

Greatest times, still I could do with a line
I wont be out of bed for some ****in' time!

[makedamnsure]

Take a breath
I'll pull myself together
Just another step
Until I reach the door
You'll never know the way
It tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things
That I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know

When I hear your voice
It's drowning in the whispers
You're just skin and bones
There's nothing left to take
And no matter what I do
I can't make you feel better
If only I could find the answer
To help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things
That I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know that

If you fall, stumble down
I'll pick you up off the ground
If you lose faith in you
I'll give you strength to pull through
Tell me you won't give up
'Cause I'll be waiting if you fall
You know I'll be there for you

If only I could find the answer
To take it all away

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there's so many things
That I want you to know
I won't give up till it's over
If it takes you forever
I want you to know

I wish I could save you
I want you to know
I wish I could save you


This is how I feel about my brothers Aspergers/depression

[Zedebee]

Nothing to run from is worse than something...