Lyrics to how you're feeling right now.

[The Ashtray Girl]

Jesus Christ, that's a pretty face
The kind you'd find on someone that could save
If they don't put me away
It’ll be a miracle

Do you believe you're missing out?
That everything good is happening somewhere else
But with nobody in your bed
The night is hard to get through

And I will die all alone
And when I arrive I won’t know anyone

Well, Jesus Christ, I’m alone again
So what did you do those three days you were dead?
Because this problem's gonna last
More than the weekend

Well, Jesus Christ I’m not scared to die
I’m a little bit scared of what comes after
Do I get the gold chariot
Do I float through the ceiling

Do I divide and fall apart
Cause my bright is too slight to hold back all my dark
This ship went down in sight of land
And at the gates does Thomas ask to see my hands?

I know you'll come in the night like a thief
But I’ve had some time alone to hone my lying technique
I know you think that I’m someone you can trust
But I’m scared I’ll get scared and I swear I’ll try to nail you back up
(everyone now)
So do you think that we could work out a psalm
So I’ll know it's you and that it's over so I won't even try
I know you'll come for the people like me
But we all got wood and nails,
And talk dirt at hating factories
But, we all got wood and nails
And talk dirt at hating factories
Yeah, we all got wood and nails
And we sleep inside of this machine

[xForever]

I gotta take a chance tonight
So I'm doing me, myself and I
Can wait no more
Sitting all alone
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me...

[StillBroken]

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be a murderer

[x-love/hate/tragedy-x]

How many days in a year?
She woke up with hope but she only found tears.


x

[Aphelion]

Left with no reason we come undone.

[xmyspazz]

We saw the western coast
I saw the hospitals
And nursed the shoreline like a wound
Reports of lovers trysts
were neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
the quiet things that no one ever knows

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
If todays the day it gets tired
then today's the day we drop out
Gave up my body and bed
all for an empty hotel
Wasting my words on lower cases and capitals.

I contemplate the day we wed
your friends are boring me to death
your veil is ruined in the rain
By then it's you I can do you without
Theres nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed
Their parents let them shoulder all the blame

I lie for only you. And I lie well....halleujah

[Rhapsody]

'Cause I threw you the obvious
To see what occurs behind the
Eyes of a fallen angel,
Eyes of a tragedy

Oh well, oh well
Apparently nothing,
Apparently nothing at all

You don't, you don't
You don't see me

You don't, you don't
You don't see me

You don't, you don't
You don't see me

You don't, you don't
You don't see me

You don't see me

You don't, you don't
You don't see me at all

[Buttons.]

I'll be there for you.

[StillBroken]

I hate the world and it hates me back

[sweepingly]

And if I claim to be a wise man, well,
It surely means that I don't know...

[Rhapsody]

And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you to the ground
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're planning to go about
Making your amends to the dead
To the dead

With your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down
Your halo slipping down

Your halo slipping down to choke you now

[Spyke]

Is it a crime, to fight for what is mine?
Everybody's dying, tell me what's the use in trying,
I've been trapped since birth,
Cautious, 'cause I'm cursed,
Fantasies of my family in a hearse

Oh my Lord, tell me what I'm living for
Everybody's dropping got me knockin' on heaven's door

Trying to remember but it hurts,
I'm walking through the cemetery talking to the dirt
I'd rather die like a man, than live like a coward,
There's a ghetto up in heaven and it's ours

Only God Can Judge Me

[DestroyMe]

If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am

I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate
A crown of gold
A heart that's harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot
But it's missed when it's gone

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad you that can forgive
Only hoping as time goes
You can forget

If it makes you less sad
I'll move out of the state
You can keep to yourself
I'll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad
I'll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint
I will paint myself out
It's as cold as a tomb
And it's dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
So you can forget
You can forget

You are calm and reposed
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin
Stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin
Standing trial for your sins
Holding onto yourself the best you can
You are the smell before the rain
You are the blood in my veins

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget

[Life is peachy]

I'm not there all the time you know
Some people, some people, some people
Call it insane, yeah they call it insane
I play Russian Roulette everyday, a man's sport
With a bullet called life, yeah mama called life
You know that every time I try to go
Where I really want to be
It's already where I am
'Cause I'm already there

[Rhapsody]

Say hello to everything you've left behind
It's even more a part of your life now that you can't touch it

[DestroyMe]

I kept falling over
kept looking backwards
I went broke beleiveing
that the simple should be hard
all we are we are
all we are we are
and every days a start of something beautiful....
it's hard to change the way you lose
if you think you've never won
cause all we are we are
all we are we are
and every days a start of something beautiful

and in the end
the words wont matter
cause in the end
nothing stays the same
and in the end
dreams just scatter and fall like rain
cause all we are we are
all we are we are
and every days a start of something beautiful
something real
all we are we are
all we are we are
and every days a start of something beautiful
beautiful.
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cover my eyes
cover my ears
tell me these words are a lie
it can't be true
that I'm loseing you
the sun cannot fall from the sky

can you hear heaven cry
the tears of an angel
tears of an angel

stop every clock the stars are in shock
the river wont run from the sea
I wont let you fly
I wont say goodbye
I won't let you slip away from me
can you hear heaven cry
the tears of an angel
so hold on, be strong
....
cover my eyes
cover my ears
tell me these words are a lie.

[Life is peachy]

I know the pieces fit cause I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication...

[monket]

I'm becoming less defined, as days go by
Fading away, well you might say I'm losing focus
Kind of drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself
Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes, I can see right through myself

Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world, that is
Cause it doesn't really matter anymore
No it doesn't really matter anymore
None of this really matters anymore

Yes, I am alone, but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell, I think maybe it's because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself

I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, I just made you up to hurt myself
I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, I just made you up to hurt myself

And it worked.
Yes it did!

[Rhapsody]

So take a bow, cause you've taken everything else.
You played the part and like the star you played it so well.
Take a bow, cause this scene is coming to an end.
I gave you love, all you gave me was pretend.

[BeautifullyLying]

I'm well aware of how it aches,
But you still won't let me in.