Change of plan, doctors appointment is now in 2 days, Wednesday.
Glad about that, I really need to see them.
My usual one is on holiday, would have been great to know that a month ago when he said to make an appointment for now.
The one I'm seeing is called, "Dr. Power", all I can think about is evil supervillain or bad medical porno name.
The other awkward thing is trying to explain that I need it this week, not next week because my medication runs out before then, whilst a parent, that I'm trying to hide the medication from to simplify my life, is hanging about in the background.
Oh, yeah, and tomorrow is college induction. Whoop-de-bloody-do.
"Tutto è bello..." - "Everything is beautiful..."
Nicola to Matteo, La meglio gioventù
Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Tell me why it's always the same
Explain me the reason why I'm so much in pain.
Today I've reached 6 months free of cutting
6 days til I reach a year since I last took an OD
5 weeks & 5 days til I see my amazing best friend <3
7 weeks & 3 days til I go to Lanzarote
Thanks to everyone who's congratulated me so far btw ^_^
Update to my countdown, hence reason I'm posting it again today =D
Today I've reached 6 months free of cutting
6 days til I reach a year since I last took an OD
1 week & 2 days til my group assessment (interview) :D
5 weeks & 5 days til I see my amazing best friend <3
7 weeks & 3 days til I go to Lanzarote
3 days until college starts.
I seriously cbf with it. It's way too much effort to go in and pretend that everything is fine and you had a great Summer when you're really wishing you were dead and you had one of the worst Summers yet, then on top of that, I have literally 0 interest in almost everything just now. Great way to start a course.
3.5 weeks until my assessment with some thing called Pathways.
Not sure what to expect, but apparently they'll do the assessment then refer me to someone that can help more.
4 weeks until my next doctors appointment.
Giving the same medication another month and then if it still isn't having any effect/is still making me feel a bit worse, I'll be shifted onto something else and "a diagnosis will be made more complex".
"Tutto è bello..." - "Everything is beautiful..."
Nicola to Matteo, La meglio gioventù