-I cry watching every episode of "If You Really Knew Me"
- I say I hate my mum and that we have no communication at all, in reality, I only hate the fact that she doesn't take the time to talk to me, or see if I'm ok. I need my mum more then anything and she's not around and it kills me.
-I listen more then I talk and I put everyone before myself, even people I've just met
-I love my bestfriend and my girlfriend more then anything, they're the main reasons why I'm still here
-dispite that I rarely let people into what I'm feeling, so I feel alone and abandoned all the time
-I have trust issues.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
if you really knew me you'd know I have no idea how to be happy
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
if you really knew me, you would know that all i want is for someone to climb the wall i have built instead of just giving up when i become to difficult.
I believe in everything until it's disproved. So I believe in fairies, the myths, dragons. It all exists, even if it's in your mind. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as the here and now?
If you really knew me, you would know that I can't go to my boyfriend for anything that involves my "problems." I have to go to another guy and he makes me feel like he cares about me more than my boyfriend does. My boyfriend harasses me for my "problems" and calls my friend names.
if you really knew me you'd know that I'm in love with my best friend on a level that it shouldn't be. But I'm happy with being her friend and I don't want anything more
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
If you really knew me you'd know that i've lost hope.
"i want you within my soul,
arms open wide i would swallow you whole.
We melt together,souls drift in the flames.
passion burning, and the skies ablaze.
Along such beauty and grace,and I am barely worth your presence, my fingertips graze your face.
You will be the one,I could never replace.
And two become one, We are one in the same."
If you really knew me, you would know that I hate every minute that you touch me.
If you really knew me, you would know that I hate you for telling me that I'm beautiful, because I'm not.
If you really knew me, you wouldn't like the relationship I have with God.
If you really knew me, you would know that I'm lying when I tell you I love you, because you can't love someone else when you hate yourself.
If you really knew me, you wouldn't be dating me, you wouldn't even talk to me.
And if you really knew me, you would know that the last thing I said, wouldn't bug me that much.
"Wish that I could cry,
Fall apon my knees,
Find a way to lie,
About the home I'll never see"
Superman by Five For Fighting
If you really knew me, you would know that I feel empty, lonely, and lost.
If you really knew me, you would know that I can't always tell if I'm awake or dreaming.
If you really knew me, you would know that I don't know how to be truly happy unless I'm with that one special person.
I can fly, I can fly among the clouds
All I need are a pair of wings,
outside help, and a little faith
You are valuable, don't let anyone tell you differently.
Love Gives Me Hope
