I miss you all so much, life is not the same without each of you.
I want you to know that even though I'm getting a lot of things wrong right now I'm still here because of you. Even without being here you have kept me alive because I know that if I can just make it through this lifetime then I'll see you again.
Again, I love you and I miss you. I hope that you're not too disappointed by what you see. I hope that things are how they should be for you now, without the pain and sickness and hardship you went through. More than anything that's what I pray for because it's the least that you deserve.
All my love forever
Always seem to get things just that little bit wrong.
"don't wish, don't start, wishing only wounds the heart"
one month on and each day I wake up I look out to where you are in the garden, hoping you are safe... that no longer you are in so much pain.
not a day goes on my baby girl that I do not think about you endlessly... what your passing secretly means to me - the lying and deciet I must continue until we are together again with my butterfly
but until that day I will love you always and you will forever be in my heart. I know life is never easy but I was oh so lucky to have known you for the time I did
I love you beautiful baby, go back to sleep now, I will be with you again very soon. xxx
sometimes being strong means not holding back the tears but letting them fall
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my fur baby girls are my life <3
r.i.p my beautiful girl jackie. i will love you always no matter what - 6/5/10
I still think about you! I don't think anyone can forget someone so wonderful. I miss you but I know you wouldn't want me to be sad so I'm trying to be happy, for you.
I want to make you proud and become a painter, like you. I don't care if I hate when it's raining and cold and too hot, I'm doing it for you.
Love you Grandad
Take all your chances while you can,
You never know when they'll pass you by.
❤
Arthur. i miss you like crazy. You were the person in my life that kept me strong when i needed it you were the only person i knew acctually cared about me and understood what i was going through. its not fair after you were taken away i didnt think i had anyone in the world that understood me anymore and anyone that could give me guidence and advice. i know me and lauren were always little madams when we came for camp but you always told me i was special and i knew deep down you cared more for me then the other children like you knew i needed help. im sorry for messing around at camp and im sorry for always being a day late but il never forget you and u will always be apart of my life even from up there.
xxx
My darling sister, it's been so long but I miss you more each day. You'll always be my twin and you're forever in my heart. You were too good for this world, but one day we'll be together again and I can't wait until then! I love you and miss you so much.
and there she goes with her head in the clouds again, ignoring the drama and chasing her dreams. because to her, reality is a stranger.
I wish I had listened to you that day when you tried to talk to me.
I was really ill. I didn't realise. I should have listened. Maybe then we wouldn't have drifted apart and I would have been able to see you more before you died. I miss you.
Dad, i'm so sorry about all the times I was irritated with you and complained about you asking for a cup of tea etc. I don't feel like you've gone yet though, maybe you are still here in spirit. I love you. Please look after Mum and Laura and watch over John and myself.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Limp Bizkit came on Scuzz before. It reminded me of the times before things got weird with you and I. I wish we'd talked more before you died. I miss those times.
And you. It's weird to think I'll go to the house and you won't be coming in from work and falling asleep on the chair or ranting about...well I won't say it here. I'll miss you, mr bionic man =] You could never fail to make us all laugh.
I love you both.
Aunty Nene, it's been nearly two years now, I really can't believe it. The day I saw you before you left us was so scary but I braved it and came to see you one last time. I'll never forget the picture of you, it's stuck in my head now. I miss you so much - you were there for me, you took me on days out and I loved them. Arnie's still going strong - I think he's 12 now and is the best cat ever, I know he misses you too. I love you.
Grandad, it's also been nearly two years, and I can't believe it. I'm SO sorry I never came to the hospital, I was naive, terrified and couldn't face it. I do love you though, you were great. You were fantastic at art, and used to treat me like a queen with Nana when I was a baby. I'll never forget it. I love you so much.
i got the news yesterday that you had died and you were so young. im so sorry for your kids and wife. i never got to say goodbye but i know you are in a better place now. And you have no more pain. but we all miss you so much and i cant stop crying :(
it's been one month. 30 days.
it hasn't got any easier.
I'm angry at you for doing this to everyone. but, I'm more angry that I didn't get there first, I can't do it after seeing what it did to everyone.
I know how you were feeling, I know how hard it was. I just wish you could've held on longer.
you didn't deserve this.
I hate how envious I am of you because you've escaped all the pain.
you'll always be missed.
<3
If we fall,
we don't need self recrimination or blame or anger -
It's been a year and five months. Christmas wasn't the same, and it never will be again.
I never realised how much I would miss you, your death is still surreal to me
I hope I am making you proud.
x
Agfth. Maybe when I'm gone you'll be nice with your little pristine house with your chaos-free life? or will you miss me? will you try to get ahold of me because you know you missed your chance or will you be like 'glad that's over'?
Four weeks.
It's flown by, you know.
They scattered your ashes today.
Some at the church, some at the airfield.
I know you'd appreciate the latter.
We talked about you today.
There were tears in our eyes, but we still laughed.
Thank you for choosing our family, we're really missing you being with us.
