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26-05-2010, 08:37 PM
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talking hurts
Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: York (UK)
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Triggering (SI/OD) - i cant take this anymore
everythings getting on top of me, i had a meeting with my local mental health team last week which did no good, theyve reffered me to the early intervention team but i cant wait till next week i have no one i can talk to about how im feeling and whats going on in my head i dont wanna feel or be here anymore its just pointless
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26-05-2010, 09:12 PM
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Join Date: May 2010
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It sounds like you're going through a rough time hun, I'm sorry you're feeling so down. You can always PM me and I might be able to help out that way if you can't find someone to listen to you.
Just don't give up, you never know when the light will pop out of the darkness. 
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26-05-2010, 09:14 PM
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talking hurts
Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: York (UK)
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i thought it popped out 3 years ago then it started again, life cannot actually stay on a good track im that pathetic i cant even move from my own bed ive been in it for the past 3 days i feel dirty disgusting and downright hideous but the outside world scares me i just dont have the energy to deal with it all anymore
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In the dark of the night no one can hear you scream until its too late
In the dark of the night you are blind and vulnerable surrounded by that which you cannot see past
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26-05-2010, 09:18 PM
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Join Date: May 2010
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I know how that can be. Just when I think the light there it gets snatched away, but you can't give up. There is a light out there that won't get snatched away from you. There is one and I know you will find it one day.
Maybe if you tell me why the outside world scares you I can help you a bit. I used to be afraid to go outside because of my OCD, I might be able to understand.
Why do you think you're hideous? Maybe try taking care of yourself instead of doing nothing or being down on yourself... It might help, like take a bubble bath, watch a movie you love...anything you love to do.
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26-05-2010, 09:25 PM
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talking hurts
Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: York (UK)
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the outside world scares me cos its not safe my house is the only place where i dont feel like im being watched, that people arent putting thoughts in my head, theres no cameras in my house theres just silence up until the voices come back, i just feel hideous cos i physically cant mov eout of my bed i have no energy whatsoever, even going to the toilet is too much and i just fall down when i get back to my room
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In the dark of the night no one can hear you scream until its too late
In the dark of the night you are blind and vulnerable surrounded by that which you cannot see past
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26-05-2010, 09:34 PM
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Join Date: May 2010
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I'm so sorry you feel that way when you go outside, I kind of understand what you mean though, I used to have the same thoughts sometimes.
Have you told your doctor any of this?
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26-05-2010, 09:44 PM
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talking hurts
Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: York (UK)
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yup i told my new psychiatrist who has referred me to the early intervention team, no explanation of what it is or anything,
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In the dark of the night no one can hear you scream until its too late
In the dark of the night you are blind and vulnerable surrounded by that which you cannot see past
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26-05-2010, 10:00 PM
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Join Date: May 2010
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Aw man, I'm sorry.
You can make it through this though, just believe. When do you next see your psychiatrist?
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26-05-2010, 10:03 PM
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talking hurts
Join Date: Nov 2009
Location: York (UK)
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no idea she rang me today to tell me about the early intervention team but didnt say anything about seeing her again =/ its like im a lost cause, thanks for talking though its helped
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In the dark of the night no one can hear you scream until its too late
In the dark of the night you are blind and vulnerable surrounded by that which you cannot see past
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26-05-2010, 10:09 PM
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Join Date: May 2010
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No problem for talking, I'm glad I could help you out.
Oh, maybe you should ring her and ask her about going to see her again? I think this could help you out if you got to talk to her more.
Send me a PM anytime if you ever need anyone to talk to hun.
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