Shades of night are falling and I'm lonely
Standing on the corner feeling blue
Sweethearts out for fun
Pass me one by one
Guess I'll wind up like I always do
With only
Me and my shadow
Strolling down the avenue
Me and my shadow
Not a soul to tell our troubles to
But when it's twelve a clock
We climb the stair
We never knock
'Cause nobody's there
Just me and my shadow
All alone and feeling blue
And when it's twelve a clock
We climb the stair
We never knock
'Cause nobody's there
Just me and my shadow
All alone and feeling blue
Nicola x x x
Happiness is like a Butterfly: The more you pursue it, the more it will elude you. But if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder...
"The best thing to hold onto in life is each other."
I wanna lose control, look down, scream out loud
Let the others sort it out
I wanna be impressed with everyone, yeah
Everyone give all the best
You got us into this, so get us out of this.
Life is about love, last minutes and lost evenings,
About fire in our bellies and furtive little feelings,
And the aching amplitudes that set our needles all a-flickering,
And help us with remembering that the only thing that's left to do is live.
I believe that it's meant to be
And it
Feels a little like '93
With
Flailing hands we hold it high
And raise number 25 to the sky
I believe that we're in the mix
And it
Feels a little like '86
With flailing hands we hold it high
And raise number 25 to the sky!
If someone ever says to you "You need to stop thinking so much," call them ignorant in your head and keep thinking deeper. It is this mentality that breeds stupidity and sheeple. Your mind is the most important tool you have. If you stop using it, it will atrophy.
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am?
'Cause now again I've found myself
So far down
Away from the sun that shines into
The darkest place
I'm so far down
Away from the sun again
I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here?
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know
My name is Matt, and I am a boy. Feel free to PM me :)
I have learned that the world is not a safe place. Not at all. But there are so many people who love me and want to keep me safe. And that is enough.
I wish we could take every path.
I could spend a hundred years
adoring you.
Yes, I wish we could take every path,
because I hated to close
the door on you.
Blessing all the birds that died so I could live
be a woman, be a woman
Hate me so good that you can let me out
Let me out of this hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out,
Let me out of this hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out.
She isn't real (She isn't real)
I can't make her real (can't make her real)
She isn't real (She isn't real)
I can't make her real (can't make her real)
But I don't care what they say,
I'm in love with you.
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth.
My heart's crippled by the pain that I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding,
Keep bleeding, keep bleeding love
You cut me open...
My name is Matt, and I am a boy. Feel free to PM me :)
I have learned that the world is not a safe place. Not at all. But there are so many people who love me and want to keep me safe. And that is enough.
A bottle of wine and an old 45 rifle in the corner
that her grandfather left her when he died
said no supprise i've had to use it quite a few times
so J don't you ever let us down, don't you ever,
i'll have to shoot you and no one will hear a sound.
Bruised and bloody i'm lying on the ground
i am aware that i let the poor girl down
and now i'm dying, as a message to the town
this' what happens if you **** around
if ya meddle you wan't trouble
trouble then you should meddle
don't ever meddle with Emily's heart.
She said get ya coat come on
to the dog track with the money right
yea we had some fun
left with more cos we won
i was under investigation
of suspicion of doing her wrong
she said "you've become a villian,
accused of a hit and run.
Said "ya hit me first" and i say its the worst i've ever felt in a broken heart,
said blood stains and a shirt creased, well she pays the dues.
When i left she said that your last breath will be down at the station at 2,
so she shot me down.
Bruised and bloody i'm lying on the ground
i am aware that i let the poor girl down
and now i'm dying, as a message to the town
this' what happens if you **** around
so meddle if you wan't trouble
trouble then you should meddle
don't ever meddle with Emily's heart.
She said i'm a user and she's a loser with a gun
i said if you choose to it becomes hard to include anyone
so if you stay put it away or should i run?
She said i think you know the answer to your question
so for the smiles and all of the miles the engine's done
the further i drive away the closer we become
so if i stay would you put it away and forgive just one son?
she said J i think you know the answer to your question.
Bruised and bloody i'm lying on the ground
i am aware that i let the poor girl down
and now i'm dying, as a message to the town
this' what happens if you **** around
so meddle if you wan't trouble
trouble then you should meddle
don't ever meddle with Emily's heart.
They carry this thing inside of me
Wants to get out
All it does is scream and shout
I'm trying not to let them out
They tell me to hurt myself
They tell me to hurt myself
They tell me to hurt myself
But I'm not gonna listen
I love the pills the doctor gives me
don't talk shut up, just refill me
cause I'm feeling kinda low today
and the pills will make it go away
My friends are great
all they do is talk but have nothing to say
I love LA the air is beautiful and it's sunny every day
but best of all
I love the pills the doctor gives me
don't talk shut up just refill me
cause I'm feeling kinda low today
and the pills will make it go away
better off like this
then to feel the real sh*t
the haze this fog this place...
twist the top give me another kiss
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
In the day by day collision
Called the art of growing up
There's an innocence we look for in the stars
To be taken back to younger days
When there was no giving up
On the people we held closest to our hearts
Yeah it is you that I remember in that glowing
It is you that took my first away from me
It is you I set my standards to... to every walk of life
I haven't met another you since you were with me.
A brief bout with a razorblade cut me
I freaked out, thinking people didn't love me
I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me
In letting go, I am so proud of what I've done
In a way, I failed religion
I spit the wine from mouth to cup
And I reached for something more than just your God
Uncle, you spared not your children
And while your praying hands are up
There's no forgiveness for you! You sick ****!
It is you that I remember in their bedroom
It is you that took their first away from them
It is you they set their standards to
You wounded them for life
You were a preacher and suppose to be above men
A brief bout with a razorblade cut me
I freaked out, thinking people didn't love me
I watched closely as the you I knew forgot me
In letting go, I am so proud of what I've done
Whatever Happened to our Inner Glow?
<3 Sarah, My brilliant, beautiful, RAWR little sis
I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things I have achieved...
I'm under your spell
Nothing I can do You just took my soul with you
You worked your charm so well
Finally, I knew
Everything I dreamed was true
You make me believe...
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close your eyes and I'll kiss you
tomorow I'll miss you
remember I'll always be true
and then while I'm away
I'll write home everyday
and I'll send all my lovein' to you
I'll pretend that I'm kissing the lips I am missing
and I'll pray that my dreams will come true
and while I'm away I'll write home every day
and I'll send all my lovein' to you.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I'm under your spell
Nothing I can do
[b]You just took my soul with you
You worked your charm so well
Finally, I knew
Everything I dreamed was true
You make me believe...
That's my all time favourite episode of Buffy!!!! That made me smile Want to watch it now...
I feel it everyday, it's all the same
It brings me down but I'm no one to blame
I've tried everything to get away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
It feels like everyday stays the same
It's dragging me down
And I can't pull away
So here I go again
Chasing you down again
Why do I do this?
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try
So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head
I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead
I know what's best for me but I want you instead
I'll keep on wasting all my time
Over and over, over and over
I fall for you
Over and over, over and over
I try not to
Over and over, over and over
You make me fall for you
Over and over, over and over
You don't even try to
Nicola x x x
Happiness is like a Butterfly: The more you pursue it, the more it will elude you. But if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder...
"The best thing to hold onto in life is each other."
Want to watch it now...