Triggering (SI) - I Cant Do This Anymore!emergency!

courtstuff89 · 07-05-2010, 08:56 AM

I Cant Do This Anymore! I Got Into My Boyfriends Phone Again And Found Some More Shit! I Found 2 Naked Women Haveing Sex On His Pictures. I Cant Tell If Its Porn Or Real. It Looks Like It Was In A Hotel Room! Im So Upset/angry/disapointed/depressed Right Now I Dont Knwo What To Feel. I Feel Like Cuttin My Lets And Arms Up And Just Watching The Blood Rise From My Cuts! I Cant Do This Anyomore Please Sumone Help Me! Someone Talk To Me! I Cant Be Alone!

jess :) · 07-05-2010, 09:34 AM

omg, you poor thig
i simply can't imagin what you're going through...
hang in there. hang in there for all the other people on this site in/were in the same situation. give them hope that they can too.
have youu tried talking to him?
try not to do something you'll regret, you may have misunderstanding
i don't know if this makes you feel better or worse but i'll say a prayer for you :)

Ginger_666 · 07-05-2010, 09:39 AM

That is a shitty situation babe, but maybe try to talk to him first, I know it's unlikely but it may not be as bad as it seems. I pm'd you.

DannieGirl · 07-05-2010, 09:56 AM

may i ask why you look at your bf's phone? is it a trust thing?

me and my bf have this deal that we don'ttouch eachothers ohone only to pass it over to eachother...we have nothing to hide but we like our privacy.

courtstuff89 · 07-05-2010, 10:04 AM

i have major issues trusting anyone danniegirl. and if i feel something is up i will go thur his phone. its pathetic i know. but i cant help it. i had a feeling and i found out this shit. he just keeps messing up and idk what to do anymore :(