the only reason I'm here is cause I made a promise to you, you know that right?
I love you
with everything that is me
~shut up
"you look like you're going to drop dead"
no I don't
I don't
so shut up
I'm not ill
shut up.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
I was looking forward to this afternoon.
And now you're just like; 'Oh, I hope you don't mind, but I've invited [ex-girlfriend] round too.'
Of course I fucking mind, she wrecked my life.
Fuck you.
That shows how well you know and respect my feelings, doesn't it?
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Okay J,
I'm going out with you today. I'm spending the day with you.
I'm giving you another chance.
Please don't mess it up.
I know with time, other people will learn to trust you again too.
Just don't give them another reason to doubt you.
Second chances are amazing. Don't ruin it.
Sarah: Give me the child.
Jareth: Sarah beware. I have been generous up till now. I can be cruel.
Sarah: Generous? What have you done that's generous?
Jareth: Everything! Everything you have wanted I have done. You asked the child be taken, I took him. You cowered before me, I was frightening. I have reordered time. I have turned the world upside down, and I have done it all for you! I am exhausted from living up to your expectations of me. Isn't that generous?
why is it you're only nice to me when I'm breaking
and then you tell me you're doing this cause you "care about me" and "don't want me hurt"
bullshit
you just want an excuse to trap me again.
thank you for taking care of me after....what happened today
but that changes nothing between us
you still fucked up two years of my life.
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
im going to do this
only 100 to go
it wont kill me. someone hates me too much to let me die.
isnt means to upset you or makes feel bad never
is sorry for all i said
i just need to do this
everything else is collapsing and exploding around me
i wont let this too
its sarahs? well its going to be how sarah wants it
even if what happens to it isnt sarahs choice.
heres to pain and self control
heres to 100 less
"you see I have control.. over me"
Sing me to sleep.
I'll see you in my dreams.
Waiting to say.
I miss you.
I'm so sorry.
You said for us to write 7 goals. 7 goals we want to acheive in 10 years. I only have two. 1. Cut so deep I need fucking stitches and 2. To die. But those aren't your idea of goals are they? So instead, I have to make up some bullshit list of fake goals just to make you happy. And it annoys the shit out of me. Do I want the whole fucking school to know about me? No. But by making up some list of goals for the next 10 years implies I want to live that long. That I don't need help. I don't want another fucking day here let alone 10 years. Go ahead, read them, assure yourself I'm okay. You won't be the first to turn your back on me.
"Death is not the greatest of evils; it is worse to want to die, and not be able to."- Sophocles
please just hold me. my dreams were fucked up again. the pills are messing me up
Thought I oughta bare my naked feelings
Thought I oughta tear the curtain down
I held the blade in trembling hands
Prepared to make it but just then the phone rang
I never had the nerve to make the final cut
