oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
I know it hasn't been a long time.I miss you too.
But heres the thing.
i don't wanna love you anymore,you abuse me and manipulate me.
you have always been my rock but now a days?
Shes my rock, and i don't need you anymore.
This is gonna be tough on both of us and believe me when i say its you not me. Im winning the battle, i winning against your middle of the night calls, im winning against the pain, and the urges.
know why? because i deserve better than you.
this is the last time your gonna hear from me.
Olivia<3
Namaste
“You will not be punished for your anger, you will be punished by your anger.”-Buddha
i hate what you have done to me, what my body looks like now. i hate that i started so young and thought i had nothing left to believe in but you. i hate you
The thing that's important to know is that you never know. You're always sort of feeling your way. -diane arbus
You seem to be winning. Everytime I want to give you up you always come back the stronger one. But listen. I dont want these scars. I dont want to be doing this anymore. Please? But you wont listen. Because right now you know that your stronger than me. And im sorry I am so weak.
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
What the F*** was I thinking when i first became friends with you. I love you but I hate you. I cant live without you but i need to see you gone. You have hurt me but held me up. Please just leave me alone from now on
Where have you been lately? I should be overjoyed. I mean, I haven't cut in what...just shy of 40 days? That's the longest I've gone in literally years, correct? I should be thrilled, but instead I feel incomplete and strange. I have been such a robot lately. It's weird. I haven't had any urges at all. You've hardly been on my mind. I guess I just don't know what I want anymore. I'm not happy when you're around, and I'm not happy when you're absent. Stop being so confusing. Stop throwing me for so many loops. I want to understand.
"It's fine to celebrate success but it is more important to heed the lessons of failure."
-Bill Gates
♥ .I'm going to fall like I don't need saving. ♥
...My smile's just the armour I built when I was alone...
There was some part of me that hurt so badly, that I wouldn't ever be able to forget it.
It faded but the memories could bring it back any second, keeping me in the moment.
It would never fully heal. I could never really be free. I could never really be fixed. Now I just have to work out how to live whilst being broken.
I feel like I'm dying.
oh non-believer, please believe me.
is there honestly nothing in this world
that keeps you living & breathing?
you're a ghost in your own
goddamn city.
thank you, i love you and i need you. dont ever leave me :/
♥ .I'm going to fall like I don't need saving. ♥
...My smile's just the armour I built when I was alone...
There was some part of me that hurt so badly, that I wouldn't ever be able to forget it.
It faded but the memories could bring it back any second, keeping me in the moment.
It would never fully heal. I could never really be free. I could never really be fixed. Now I just have to work out how to live whilst being broken.
I feel like I'm dying.
You make me itch and hurt like hell, but im not gonna give you up, and im gonna stop trying cause its too hard to fight you.
♥ .I'm going to fall like I don't need saving. ♥
...My smile's just the armour I built when I was alone...
There was some part of me that hurt so badly, that I wouldn't ever be able to forget it.
It faded but the memories could bring it back any second, keeping me in the moment.
It would never fully heal. I could never really be free. I could never really be fixed. Now I just have to work out how to live whilst being broken.
I feel like I'm dying.
