I'm finally getting better!

[Mikey Moo]

I seriously didn't see a way out of it; all the anger, pain, depression, destruction, chaos, self harming, drinking, drugs, but I'm here alive and I'm doing it! I had a moment of realisation the other day when I was on the bus home from town. Was sat there, and something just came over me. I can't really describe it other than a moment of realisation. I was looking at people, and seeing the love in them. I was looking around me and felt love for where I am. I've started to appreciate everything and everyone, and realised when people do things that hurt others and themselves, its cos they themselves are in pain, and need help towards living a happy life. I thought that moment wouldn't last long, but it's still here with me and its beautiful :D I know there will be times when I'll be down, and it's gonna take a long time till I get better completely, but I'm definitely on my way there now :D Thanks to everyone here who has listened to me, hugged me, talked to me, and been there for me *hugs* I'm not going anywhere, I'm sticking round here to help who I can, just wanted to share this with you all. Much love!!

Mikey :D xxx

[SoMuchMore]

I know i don't know you.. but I'm happy to hear that you are doing so well! That's fantastic!

[Mikey Moo]

Thanks! It really is brilliant! When I woke up before, I was smiling and feeling happy; that's never happened to me before! This is awesome

[[LittleMonster]]

Wow, that's great- the same is happening to me, gotta love it :)

[ThinkingofRecovery]

That sounds great!

[Ami]

Thats really good to hear. All the best

[GlitterandSparkles.]

Oh gosh! I am so happy for youuuu!

I knew you could make it through this darling, keep fighting, you deserve so much more than to continue putting yourself through what you've been putting yourself through for so long xx

[lozza]

very happy for you:) keep hanging on, you can do this

[Mikey Moo]

cheers for the posts!! the depression has crept back in a bit last few days, but im fightin it off :D yea baby!

[Cazki]

Thats excellent!! Well done!!

[lozza]

keep holding on hun, know that you dont have to fight this alone!

[Mikey Moo]

well it was a good run! thursday night i fell right back to where i was before and ended up self harming lots again But I know now there's a good life out there to be lived, so I'll keep fightin. Hope you're all ok, thanks for your supportive messages

Mike xx

[ThinkingofRecovery]

Hang on in there. A slip up, that's all. You have shown yourself that you can do it.
xxx

[crazykat]

You have an awesome attitude, keep going hun

[Mikey Moo]

thanks, means a lot. see my counsellor again on thursday, it'll be interesting.

[crazykat]

All the best with that xxx