Lyrics to how you're feeling right now. - Page 211

lovelybones · 23-08-2009, 06:40 AM

Sometimes I think that I know
What love's all about
And when I see the light
I know I'll be all right

I've got my friends in the world,
I had my friends
When we were boys and girls
And the secrets came unfurled

City of brotherly love
Place I call home
Don't turn your back on me
I don't want to be alone
Love lasts forever

Someone is talking to me,
Calling my name
Tell me I'm not to blame
I won't be ashamed of love

Philadelphia,
City of brotherly love
Brotherly love

Sometimes I think that I know
What love's all about
And when I see the light
I know I'll be all right
Philadelphia

PointeLullaby · 24-08-2009, 10:03 PM

You keep trying to get inside my head
While I keep trying to lose the words you said
Can't you see I'm hanging by a thread
To my life, what I know
Yeah, I'm losing control and

Oh, no
My walls are gonna break
So close
It's more than I can take
I'm so tired of turning and running away
When love just isn't safe

You're not safe

I'm strong enough
I've always told myself
I never wanna need somebody else
But I've already fallen from that hill
So I'm dropping my guard,
Here's your chance at my heart and

Oh, no
My walls are gonna break
So close
It's more than I can take
I'm so tired of turning and running away
When love just isn't..

Everything you want, but it's everything you need
It's not always happy endings
But it's all the in-betweens
It's taken so long, so long to finally see
That your love is worth the risk
Oh, no
My walls are gonna break

Rodolphus · 24-08-2009, 10:17 PM

'Choking
Back emotion
I try to keep on hoping
for a way;
a reason for us both to
come in
close
I long for you to hold me
like your boyfriend does
and though my dream is
slowly fading
I wanna be the object
object
object
object
of your passion but it's hopeless'

lovelybones · 25-08-2009, 05:30 AM

Don't you take it too bad
If you're feeling unloving
If you're feeling unfeeling
If you're feeling alone
Don't take it too bad

Because it ain't you to blame, babe
Lord, it's just some kind of game made
Out of all of this living
That we got left to do

lovelybones · 25-08-2009, 05:35 AM

There's no stronger wind than the one that blows down a lonesome railroad line
No prettier sight than looking back on a town you left behind
There is nothing that's as real as a love that's in my mind

Close your eyes
I'll be here in the morning
Close your eyes
I'll be here for a while

Well there's lots of things along the road I'd surely like to see
I'd like to lean into the wind and tell myself I'm free
But your softest whisper's louder than the highways call to me

Close your eyes
I'll be here in the morning
Close your eyes
I'll be here for a while

All the mountains and the rivers and the valleys can't compare
To your blue lit dancing, flashing eyes and yellow shining hair
I could never hit the open road and leave you laying there

Close your eyes
I'll be here in the morning
Close your eyes
I'll be here for a while

Lay your head back easy, love, close your crying eyes
I'll be laying here beside you when the sun comes on the rise
I'll stay as long as the cuckoo wails and the lonesome blue jay flies

Close your eyes
I'll be here in the morning
Close your eyes
I'll be here for a while

Close your eyes
I'll be here in the morning
Close your eyes
I'll be here for a while

Serafina · 25-08-2009, 01:57 PM

I’ll always treasure the naivety of the past we’ve shared
Our bodies grew much faster than our minds,
But together we got good at stopping time.

My teen angst drove me to hurt myself,
And I made you watch
Oh the pain I must have caused
But by staying around you saved my life

We were never meant to be lovers;
Just fellow late bloomers, who blossomed apart.

Watching my parents made me look for something destructive
And there you were
With all the characteristics of my mom
Familiarity of home

The geographic gap let to forced adulthood
And your rage exposed
I’m glad we left things when we did,
I doubt I’d survive another bloody war.

We were never meant to be lovers,
We just mirrored each other’s self destructiveness.

The spotlight burned in the room when we were together
And we played our parts
And I wore an imaginary tv screen
So you never got to touch my heart

We were never meant to be lovers;
Our egos fed off each other, and died overweight.

I thought I’d seen it all when you first walked in
But you shut me up.

PointeLullaby · 25-08-2009, 06:12 PM

Feels like I've been here forever,
Why can't you just intervene?
Do you see the tears keep falling?
And I'm falling apart at the seams..

lovelybones · 26-08-2009, 01:36 AM

Sitting on an angry chair
Angry walls that steal the air
Stomach hurts and I don't care

What do I see across the way
See myself molded in clay
Stares at me, yeah I'm afraid
Changing the shape of his face

Candles red I have a pair
Shadows dancing everywhere
Burning on the angry chair

Little boy made a mistake
Pink cloud has now turned to grey
All that I want is to play
Get on your knees, time to pray, boy

I don't mind, yeah
I don't mind
I don't mind, yeah
I don't mind
Lost my mind, yeah
But I don't mind
Can't find it anywhere
I don't mind

Corporate prison, we stay
I'm a dull boy, work all day
So I'm strung out anyway

Loneliness is not a phase
Field of pain is where I graze
Serenity is far away

Saw my reflection and cried
So little hope that I died
Feed me your lies, open wide
Weight of my heart, not the size

Pink cloud has now turned to grey
All that I want is to play
Get on your knees, time to pray

all_things_left_behind · 27-08-2009, 12:36 AM

Just Enough to Love You by: Bayside

Push me out from the darkness
To a sky that's colored blue
Somewhere someone's finding happiness
While I'm still here so hung up on you

Nothing is real
And I want you to know
That I'm not alright
Tear open my chest
I'll try not to flinch
I won't make promises
I won't make promises
You taught me that.
I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem
And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most
So I'll bite my tongue till it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else
And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell

A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for
You've got friends galore
And all you've ever been to me is a waste of time and nothing more

Nothing is real (Nothing is real)
and I want you to know (and I want you to know)
That I'm not alright (That I'm not alright)
When you tear (tear open my chest) open my chest
(I'll try not to flinch) I'll try not to flinch
(I won't make promises) I won't make promises
(I won't make promises) You taught me that

I hate myself
For loving you like this
And I hate myself for hating myself
Just enough to love you
Just enough to love you

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lovelybones · 27-08-2009, 06:59 PM

You who wish to conquer pain,
you must learn what makes me kind;
the crumbs of love that you offer me,
they're the crumbs I've left behind.
Your pain is no credential here,
it's just the shadow, shadow of my wound.

I have begun to long for you,
I who have no greed;
I have begun to ask for you,
I who have no need.
You say you've gone away from me,
but I can feel you when you breathe

Do not dress in those rags for me,
I know you are not poor;
you don't love me quite so fiercely now
when you know that you are not sure,
it is your turn, beloved,
it is your flesh that I wear.

lovelybones · 27-08-2009, 07:02 PM

It's four in the morning, the end of December
I'm writing you now just to see if you're better
New York is cold, but I like where I'm living
There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.

I hear that you're building your little house deep in the desert
You're living for nothing now, I hope you're keeping some kind of record

chrisjbee · 28-08-2009, 01:28 AM

I awake to this anxiety
That every breath every step might be my last

I feel I'm growing numb a slight chill to my flesh
Like one million knives stabbing a hole through my chest
There is no comfort my surroundings bleak as night
The angels of death are awaiting for me to line me in their sights

Lifeless I fear the wrath of God
I hear the dead speak through the walls
Remember me eternal sleep awaits me underground
I will await for you to follow to the other side

I feel closer now
To walk the dead
Every night I fear is the last with you
So please remember what it meant...

My_Name_Is_Aiden · 28-08-2009, 08:50 PM

good times escape..
while every mistake seems
to be caught on tape

_plastic · 28-08-2009, 09:55 PM

And all I knew is what had overtaken me.
With no reason, I am comforted by inability to understand.

StillBroken · 28-08-2009, 11:35 PM

The drugs began to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer.

Your face arrives again
All hope I had becomes surreal
But under your cover's
More torture than pleasure
And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit
You wont try to save me
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine.

_plastic · 29-08-2009, 10:44 PM

Looking in my hands
I've not the answer
Crying and i don't know
Watching the sky searching answer.
I am free to be
I am not another liar .
Just want to be myself,myself.

My_Name_Is_Aiden · 29-08-2009, 11:15 PM

Ghet the fukk out!!
stay the fukk out!!
it makes me SICK!!!

My_Name_Is_Aiden · 29-08-2009, 11:43 PM

i fall down on my face]
on my knees
i scrape my hands until they bleed

_plastic · 30-08-2009, 11:20 AM

I can see
When you feel low nothing happens
Does it feel right?