The bubble room *please read first post, slight changes* - Page 311

Midnightdreams · 17-06-2009, 10:37 PM

bluepheonix: *massive hugs* feel free to pm if you want to talk, or u can talk here.

shine:you can do this, put all the stuff you can hurt yourself out of the room. is there a friend you can call?

riverdreams · 17-06-2009, 10:44 PM

*sits and cries* i can not do this anymore

Midnightdreams · 17-06-2009, 10:47 PM

*hugs* you can....im here if u want to talk

Gone. · 17-06-2009, 10:48 PM

I cant, I can hurt myself with absolutely anything, sorryy... it wouldnt make any difference, I would find other ways. Sorry, I hate not accepting advice and acting on it but I cant put away the 'tools'

I could try calling a friend, its just late and they may not appreciate it... but I could try just being on here for a while to calm down and NOT hurt myself.

riverdreams · 17-06-2009, 10:51 PM

*cries* i cant i cant i just wanna hurt so bad

Midnightdreams · 17-06-2009, 10:52 PM

shine: thats okay huni, try phoning your friend or stay here and talk to us or try and distract your self in distractions section on the site

bluepheonix: try and distract yourself

or play in the games arcade http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/arcade.php

riverdreams · 17-06-2009, 10:56 PM

i have been doing that but nothing is working
would be better if i just give in *sits and cries* im sorry

Gone. · 17-06-2009, 10:58 PM

Ill try and distract myself on here... I just hate myself so ****ing much! And I am scared of myself... stupid self.

Midnightdreams · 17-06-2009, 11:02 PM

no giving in, you can Both get through this

anyway its safe in here: no sharp objects are allowed (because we dont want to burst the bubble)

*passes round bubble wrap and bubble mixture and also cookies*

riverdreams · 17-06-2009, 11:19 PM

*cries* i i im sorry

Gone. · 17-06-2009, 11:20 PM

Thanks... Ill try and get some sleep now... lets hope I dont get destroyed by my insanely weird and disturbing dreams...

Thanks for helping me, I know I must annoy you.
Shinee.xxx

Midnightdreams · 17-06-2009, 11:25 PM

shine:you dont annoy me.. you have helped me before.hope you sleep well:)

bluepheonix:*hugs* its okay, you have nothing to be sorry for, i have to go and try and get some sleep, feel free to pm and i will reply asap

riverdreams · 17-06-2009, 11:38 PM

*sits and plays with bubble wrap*

Midnightdreams · 19-06-2009, 11:55 PM

Hows everyone today?

riverdreams · 20-06-2009, 02:29 AM

*sits and cries* its to much i cant do this

dragonfly · 22-06-2009, 07:07 AM

please keep me safe today bubble.

The real test is getting through the day.

*has a quick break down and a cry before heading of to work*

ksdfjhlksajf · 23-06-2009, 12:25 AM

*hugs everyone*

bluepheonix and dragonfly: You can both do this.

*hides in the corner inside a whole bunch of bubbles*

Midnightdreams · 23-06-2009, 02:20 PM

*hides in bubbles*

~IntoxicatedRainbow · 25-06-2009, 01:19 PM

*hides*

I don't want this anymore. :/

loveishere · 02-07-2009, 11:01 AM

erm. I dunno. I think I'm safe, But I feel shaky. sad. Very lonely. Haven't felt this way in a while. I'm the one who always has it together... not tonight. That's okay. I'm not perfect.
I love myself enough
But it's still hard. very hard. I don't want it to be this way. Sometimes I feel invisible. like now.