Dont stop
never give up
hold your head high and reach the top
let the world see what you have got
bring it all back to you.
-sclub7
Feeling inspirational lol
"They say time heals all wounds. I don't agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessons, but it is never gone." - Rose Kennedy
It aint no point to me wakin up
Everybody's time I'm takin up (Noo)
I got nobody, there aint a shoulder near
I can't stay here and it's colder there (where?)
I don't wanna look back 'cause its gonna hurt
I slice my wrist and It's gonna squirt
For me, everybody holds the hate
I get backstabbed and everybody holds the stake
There's no roads to take, I'm in a circle drive
Bustin' at myself an' I'm tryin' to survive
I'll dissapoint you, and I will let you down
You don't understand, so dont say you do (yes, I do)
I swear I'll put a mother****in' slug in you (now now.)
I'm the only one, the lonely one
At home alone loadin' the gun, thinkin' why not?
I've been looking for a lifeline
For what seems like a lifetime
I'm drowning in the pain
Breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline
Is there anybody out there?
Can you pull me from this ocean of despair?
I'm drowning in the pain
Breaking down again
Looking for a lifeline
Now come one come all to this tragic affair
Wipe off that makeup
What's in is despair
So throw on the black dress
Mix in with the lot You might wake up and notice
You're someone you're not
If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see
You can find out firsthand what it's like to be me So gather 'round piggies and kiss this goodbye I'd encourage your smiles
I'll expect you won't cry
Another contusion, my funeral jag
Here's my resignation, I'll serve it in drag
You've got front row seats to the penitence hall When I grow up I want to be nothing at all! I said
Yeah! Yeah!
I said
Yeah! Yeah!
C'mon C'mon C'mon I said
Save me!
Get me the hell out of here
Save me!
Too young to die and my dear
You can't! If you can hear me just walk away and
Take me!
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me
'Cause I'm not doing so good without you
The things I thought you'd never know about me
Were the things I guess you always understood
I hear a knock at the front door
Don't come in
I try to look at you but I can't stop shaking
leave me alone just go away
Mother I'm soo scared
I'm so scared
An empty bed but all of my sheets
are gone
they're wrapped around me and you
all is quiet but the drop of my gun 'cause I...
I want to belong to someone
but maybe life's not for everyone.
In my life I don't mean much to anyone
I've lost my way can't go back anymore
Once I had everything now it's gone
Don't tell me again coz I've heard it all before
Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try
I've got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never and I try to remember who I used to be
I've got one last chance to get myself together
The time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this, I will lose my friends - don't say that you have given up on me
Just give me the time and speace to heal my head
I don't wanna be misunderstood
I've got to take this chance and make it into something good
That year Mona Gritch was born to a pair of drunkards.
You’re desperate in finding something else to please you
You’ve been searching your whole life
Something to mute, change, or just distract you Something to put inside you to give the illusion of life Cause you’ve always been barely alive
Cause you’re barely alive
Cause you’re barely alive You’ve always been barely alive Have you not?
An ounce of peace is all I want for you
Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me
Just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me
it is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways, ways hard to swallow Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
Waiting alone, I cannot resist
Feeling this hate, I have never missed
Please, someone, give me a reason to rip off my face
Blood is a pouring
and pouring
and pouring
and pouring
and pouring...
I awoke only to find my lungs empty,
And through the night, so it seems I'm not breathing.
And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be,
And I'm breaking down, I think I'm breaking down.
And I'm afraid to sleep because of what haunts me,
Such as living with the uncertainities
They'll never find the words to say which would completely explain
Just how I'm breaking down
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead,
But now it's like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be, this misery will suffice.
I've become a simple souvenir of someone's kill
And like the sea, I'm constantly changing from calm to ill
Madness fills my heart and soul, as if the great divide could swallow me whole
Oh, how I'm breaking down
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead,
But now it's like the night is taking up sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be, this misery will suffice.
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Could it be, this misery will suffice.
Am I lovely?
And, do you want me?
Cause, I am hungry,
For something that will make me real....
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
We have got through so much worse than this before
What's so different this time that you can't ignore You say it is much more than just my last mistake
And we should spend some time apart for both our sakes
The last girl and the last reason to make this last for as long as I could
First kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything The weight of water, the way you told me to look past everything I had ever learned
The final word in the final sentence you ever uttered to me was love
And I don't know where to look
My words just break and melt Please just save me from this darkness
*** All this feels strange and untrue And I won't waste a minute without you My bones ache, my skin feels cold
And I'm getting so tired and so old
The anger swells in my guts
And I won't feel these slices and cuts
I want so much to open your eyes 'Cause I need you to look into mine
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
Get up, get out, get away from these liars
'Cause they don't get your soul or your fire
Take my hand, knot your fingers through mine And we'll walk from this dark room for the last time
Every minute from this minute now
We can do what we like anywhere I want so much to open your eyes 'Cause I need you to look into mine
Tell me that you'll open your eyes
All this feels strange and untrue
And I won't waste a minute without you
