happy birthday allie 21st one of those big birthdays you have i am sure you would have lived it up i miss you so much they are right you dont know what you got till your gone i miss you a whole bunch hope you are safe up there in heaven
Sherlock: Oh, please. Killing me. That's so two years ago.
Missing you loads these last few days mum. sometimes i'm not too bad and other times i just don't see how things can get better. I think about how ill you were and know you don't hurt now but i wish you were still here woth me. I miss the silly things like watching t.v. with you and just talking to you about random stuff. i'm glad i told you i loved you when they we're taking you to hospital. i know you were out of it then but you knew and thats all that matters. My sorry about dad. he's wrong and we all know he is. he said i ruined your relationship but we know the truth, i wish he could have loved you and me. Maybe he does miss you but he doesn't show it. I wish he would though. I miss you and nanna more than anything. The dog ran away to find you i know he did. I try not to let him out of my sight for too long now. he was your pride and joy. He even sleeps on my bed like he did with you. Thanks for keeping him safe.
Take care of each other and give lil star a hug from me. Miss you all. x x x
Dad: I miss you old man... I'm so sorry about what I did the other night, I know you'd hate me for it, and I'm sorry that I enjoyed it enough to want to do it again. I love you and I will try to make you proud.
Grandpa N: I miss you. I painted for you the other night. It wasn't great but I think you'd be proud.
Grandpa O: I love you and miss you, Grandma misses you too. She's doing alright though, we're all taking care of her for you, she went up to the lake with Gary and liked it. I want to get a memorial tattoo for you but I don't know if you'd be ok with that... It would be of your plane.
omg i miss you more than ever.
yet again a new school/college year is starting and it always make me think of what your missing. i wish you were still here.
its mad how we lose things in life.
i will live this year for you!!!!!!!!!!!
xxx
" my precious, precious child, I love you and I would never, never leave you during your times of trials and suffering. When you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you" you were carried out of are lifes into the next and when its my time to leave this life I know i will be carried into the next life with you.
I wish i had my world complete again.
'Can we protend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, i could really use a wish right now' BoB
I'm getting a tattoo in your memory Lau, I hope you like it.
The two doves represent us, and with the infinity symbol it means the two of us together forever.
I love you so much
xxxxxxx
and there she goes with her head in the clouds again, ignoring the drama and chasing her dreams. because to her, reality is a stranger.
I'm confused.
I want to grieve you, but how can i grieve you when i don't know who you were/could have been.
I feel bad.
Sometimes i feel like i took your place in this world.
You would have done better with your life.
I'm sorry. I love you. You would have been my sibling.
You would have loved me.
I would have loved you.
"I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay"
Skye - Those years ago that I spoke to you on here, you seemed so troubled, so broken... I wanted to help. I tried. Instantly, I cared for you. That night, everything turned so serious and you took your life whilst talking to me. That night, I cried as though I'd lost a best friend. I hope you're at peace now babygirl. I think you're with your parents now, and I know that was what you wanted. Sleep tight. xxx
Paul - Where do I even start? You were the sweetest and most gentle boy I've ever known. The Down Syndrome killed you, and the day I found out you'd died, I felt numb. It was the biggest shock I'd ever had; you were taken so suddenly. I came to your funeral and I cried just knowing you were gone. You always used to try and go on your own little adventures. Enjoy your trip darling, it'll last forever. I'll never forget you and your cheeky smile. RIP. xxx
Ken - The night I met you I didn't even speak to you, because I was looking out for my mum. It'd always been just the two of us, and I needed to make sure that you were right for her. It was obvious to me and everyone else that you were. In the two years you were in my life, I loved you like a dad, because you treated me like your own child. After you died I found out... I know that you're my real dad now. I always knew deep down. Sometimes I still get the feelings that I just need you here, I need you to come and be my father. The one that I never had. I love you, and I never got the chance to say it. I just hope you know... RIP. xxx
Nan - I can't accept that you're gone. Not a day goes by where I don't think about you. You've been gone two and a half years in December, and it only feels like yesterday that you were taken away from us. I still cry, a lot, because I need you here. We didn't always see eye-to-eye, especially when I was younger, but towards the end I knew that you loved me. You showed me and mum in your own little ways. I didn't get around to kiss you goodbye on the hand. I keep listening to that song, it makes me think of you.Nan, I'd give anything in the world to go and buy your magazines for you again. Such little tasks I complained about... I'm sorry. On your deathbed you told me that you loved me, I told you back and I broke down in tears. Those three words meant the world and more to me and I play them back in my mind every single day. I will forever and I'll never stop thinking about you. Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, I miss you so much, it's so difficult sometimes. Sometimes I don't think I can do this. I'll see you again someday, I know I will. Don't ever go away, don't ever stop looking over me. I love you, more than you would've ever known. xxx
Grandpa- suzy and gene sent us a card about you, it was really sweet, it said "Perhaps they are not the stars, but rather openings in heaven where the love of our lost ones shines down to let us know they are with us" it made me cry... I'm gonna try to see grandma in the next couple days for you, might even go out to your grave if I get a chance. I love you.
jojo darling i miss you.
i know we wernt close but we knew each other and that day you went we had a catch up and you were so happy hun
i hope heven is treating you well.
xxxx
My hero wears Combat boots and Camos!
I love that boy!! xxxxx
People walk in and out of our lives everyday, But those special people leave footprints in our hearts and minds.
Nana, you were pretty much the only grandparent I had my entire life. It makes me so sad that you didn't get to see me grow up. Get a car. Meet my frist boyfriend. Go to my high school graduation. Will be able to go to my wedding (if I ever get married). See you great grand child. Be at my college graduation. All things in my life I know you would've been soooooooo proud of.
I wish you could still be here. I wish you could see who I've become, who I will be. I know you loved me and my sister. I know that you would've rather stayed on earth with us. But, I still miss you.
Great grandpa, It's too bad that you didn't get to see me grown up. I'm glad that you were in my life, and I miss you so much. I know that you would be proud of me for all I've done. All I've tried to achieve. I'm sorry I didn't say good bye when I had a chance.
"We're not falling in love
We're just falling apart [so let's dance the night away]
This is how the beat goes
This is how the beat goes [Just let your body go]"
-Fer Sure, The Medic Droid
It's like I'm fighting a losing battle. How can I do this without you, nan?
Every day it gets harder, when it should be getting easier. It's been almost two years.
I hope you miss me as much as I miss you.
I thought I seen you today. It sounds stupid, I know. There was an old lady in a wheelchair being pushed by what I assumed to be her daughter; she looked a little like you. I want the dreams again. I need the dreams. Please, please just come back into one dream? One...
I'm lying to myself, telling myself that you'll be back one day. Deep down, I know you won't. But I don't want to dig deeper and pull the truth out. I'd rather live with the denial than deal with more pain. I can't grieve and mourn all over again. It'll destroy me, most of what I used to be died with you.
I miss you & think about you often. Every time I listen to Abba 'I Have A Dream', or 'Nothing In My Way' and 'Bad Dream' by Keane, I am nearly in tears.
I remember when we sat in the television room and swapped things on Blutetooth. How I regret not going to Costa coffee with you for a chocolate twist. Our favourite!
I miss you Karl, I just pray that wherever you are, you are at peace now.
