Hello everyone. After a year and a half of being self harm free I have relapsed badly and have come here as a last resort. At the moment no one knows I self harm. My mum found out when I first started and thought that it was a one off thing that I was doing for attention. She got mad at me and I've been hiding it from her ever since. I'm here if anyone wants to talk.
It's ok don't be too hard on yourself cause you relapsed that part of recovery that shows that you are not fully recovered yet keep trying dear it takes time & loads of hard work but you can do this !
Welcome to the RYL <3
A little angel fell into my arms at the 7th of december 2010
Vauxhall Fanatatic, Pink Floyd Fan & Resident Homo
Join Date: May 2008
Location: Halstead, Essex
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Hey,
Welcome to RYL.
Well done on 1.5 years... That's a great achievement.
I'm Stu and if ever you want to chat on here, please feel free to PM or MSN me any time, day or night. I'm always awake and my MSN is always on. I'm reasonably new and everyone seems like a freindly bunch of peeps..!!
Have fun, take care
--x-Stu-x--
A guy asked his bf if he thought he was pretty, He said...no. He asked him if he would want to be with him forever....and he said no. He then asked him if he were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no. He had heard enough. As he walked away, tears streaming down his face the boy grabbed his arm and said... You're not pretty you're BEAUTIFUL. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I WOULD DIE...
Hey ams.
*waves*
Welcome to RYL
Like all the others said a year and a half is AMAZING!
You should be proud of yourself.
To get that far you must be a really strong person.
*hugs*
You can get there again.
Hope you settle in fine.
We are all here for you.
PM me if you need to talk.
Amy x
'Cause I'll always remember you the same.
Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change ♥
Heya Welcome to ryl. Well done! a year and a half is excellent!! Thats a brilliant achievment!! Especially as you put so much effort into it. I hope it helps you being here, i hope you find what your looking for. This is the guide to ryl http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/faq.php which is very helpful for if your having any problems with ryl or if you want to get to know your way around the site better. Please dont hesitate to pm me if ever you need to talk or if you need any help.
Hey and welcome to RYL, I can relate to the situation with your mum, mine thinks the same >.<
I'm glad you joined and I hope you find what you're looking for here. Everyones really friendly and supportive, so make yourself at home!
My PM box is always open, hope to get to know you some more soon xx
Change the voices in your head,
Make them like you instead
same reason why i'm here... i relapsed after being free for ages too!!!
and yerp, i'm hiding it from the world... it feels great here, you can be as open as you want on RYL!
so PM me if you want to talk!
xxxx
As a little kid you believed in fairytales,
that fantasy of what your life would be: white dress; prince charming who would carry you away to a castle on a hill.
You closed your eyes and had complete and utter faith.
Eventually you grow up. One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears.
But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairytale entirely because almost everyone has that smallest bit of hope, of faith,
that one day they will open their eyes and it will come true.
Hey There,
Welcome to RYL.
I hope you find the friends, help & support you need.
Don't hesitate to PM me if you ever need anything.
Take care, and good luck,
Sarah xx
Also, what you said about your mom finding out at first, what she said, and now that you're hiding it goes for me too. :-| Like.. Exactly. So feel free to PM me ever, 'kay? xx
Wowee, a year and a half? Props to you, that's a very grand achivement! Hehe.
Welcome to RYL, though, my PM box is always open~
"You can remember anything, real or not; it's all just an invention of the mind." Raining_Butterfly . Understanding. PM any time .
"I'm scarred all over,
both on the in and the out.
There's no way out,
no way to escape this now. " Not Ready To Stop . Depressed . Left Out .
