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Relapsed again
I don't really know what I'm looking for in this post. I guess that I lurk around a lot and respond sporadically to others, but remain quiet. I could just use some support right now. Was totally fine (well, okay, in denial) for a year and now I'm back to SI again. I thought maybe if I tried hard enough to be normal and responsible, I would just "grow up" and stop doing this thing that apparently makes me a child. I feel SO stupid for this. My life is not that bad anymore, but it seems like the same things keep haunting me. Changing my geographic location, going back to school, changing careers...none of this has stopped me from going back into the same exact place. *Sigh*
I realize I'm not the only one in this situation. It's just that I have no friends in real life that can really understand what this is like. Feels like major failure.
Izzy
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