This is amazing because
- It's the hardest module of my whole degree
- It was entirely self taught because I was ill when teaching was on
- I was actually in hospital when I was revising and when I took the exam and had just got out a secure ward like a week before
It means I've made it to the final year of my degree! Finally! ****ing miracle. I'm a little bit/A LOT proud of myself.
In other happy news I've been out of hospital for 3 1/2 weeks and I haven't self harmed once. I've actually been self harm free for 6 weeks now. My mood is stable and I'm not suicidal at all. I'm actually feeling quite happy. And not manic happy but normal happy. I've been to a festival and on holiday, both of which I coped well with. And after a year out I get to go back to uni in a couple of weeks! I have new resolve to sort out my eating and am going to do everything I can to stick to my meal plan. And I plan on getting rid of my scales altogether.
I am so happy for you katie! Massive well done, keep on keeping on. Remember that times may get tricky again as is the pattern of life in general, but that you have a positive future ahead of you and that you've battled through before, you can do it again if necessary. Best of luck with your return to uni in a few weeks' time.
that's fantastic! I am so glad you are happy now too! keep up the good work! xx
Man is the only creature who inflicts pain for pleasure.
I have a decent amount of knowledge within areas surrounding running away from home, how to keep safe etc.. And sleep disorders, and I plan on becoming a sleep psychologist - which is going to destroy me but hey, worth it eventually?
That is brilliant! You worked so hard and you really deserve that (:
♥ .I'm going to fall like I don't need saving. ♥
...My smile's just the armour I built when I was alone...
There was some part of me that hurt so badly, that I wouldn't ever be able to forget it.
It faded but the memories could bring it back any second, keeping me in the moment.
It would never fully heal. I could never really be free. I could never really be fixed. Now I just have to work out how to live whilst being broken.
I feel like I'm dying.
This is flippin' brilliant news. So, so proud of you! And you should be too :) Are you going to celebrate in any way? Treat yourself to a self-pamper!
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
This positive attitude really is fantastic to hear. It's what will keep you ticking over to the other side where the grass is greener!
I'm glad that you're excited about starting Uni. What course will you be studying? I genuinely hope that all goes well for you and that the experience is a liberating one :)
Do not be dismayed by the brokenness of the world. All things can be mended. Not with time, as they say, but with intention. So go. Love intentionally, extravagantly, unconditionally. The broken world awaits in darkness for the light that is you.
