
I'm getting urges again. I just keep seeing images in my head and its so hard and very tempting. I don't know what has triggered me though. This just isn't fair. Is it so much to ask for just for one day where I can be free from SI urges?
Sorry to be such a pain but I just don't know what to do. I've tried listening to music, drawing, watching tv, reading and this would usually help but it's just stronger tonight.