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Old 16-06-2014, 12:15 AM   #1
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I hate beeing at home. But there is a sports club I love going down to, when I'm there and joining in it often feels like I am living another life. The kids are amazing! It is really political at times and stressful, triggering etc but through everthing I have had my sport! its been the one constant. I even managed to achieve my instructor qualification!! I love teaching the kids! Giving something back etc. This is all voluntary... people often think I get paid for it but not a single penny.
Well today the head instructor sat me down and starts being all nice, asking if I'm getting enough support etc how it can be improved. And then goes on that he needs me to fill in a medical form about my "health" to send off to the sports hq! Would I mind filling it in! By this point I'm already shaking. I say I wouldnt mind doing it. I thought he didnt know about my problems, turns out more people know than I thought. Mum and Dad must hve told everybody! Crazy girl! Locked up for 10 weeks end of January!
I'm scared they are going to take away my coaching the last thing I feel good at!
How can I ever trust my parents again?

Any advice, hugs, support really needed.
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Old 16-06-2014, 09:52 PM   #2
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:( don't think I can trust my cc. Just got a feeling something's up and mums somehow getting him on her side. Saying how things are soooo much worse for her.
She has been signed off sick from work due to stress. Stress I've caused! This means she is around the house all the time. I can't deal with that... A couple of hours an evening is good but nothing more, it's making me paranoid. And ocd crazy.
She is having convos down the garden. And this evening was telling someone my "diagnosis" down the phone!! I don't know who that person was

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Old 16-06-2014, 10:10 PM   #3
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I do voluntary work myself and had to fill out medical forms and have a background check done and stuff so there's nothing unusual about that, I can understand you being anxious and stuff but were you honest when filling in the form?? iit's better to be upfront about these things so they can support you better when you need it too.

Having been in hospital or whatever wont necessarily be a barrier to you doing voluntary work it means you have life experience which you can use to help others who have been through or are going through what you have, it's my life experience that helps me with my voluntary work so don't worry about it too much ok

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Old 16-06-2014, 10:44 PM   #4
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It's voluntary at the moment but a lot of people do it as a job. It's the same forms for if you do it voluntary or not. I've done medical forms when I trained to be a nurse and I was quite well then and it brought stuff up. This time I've been really unwell and I don't want it stopping me doing what I like. Plus I if anything thin has to be done like amendments to support me, people I know quite well would have to find out about me. Plus what my parents might find out etc.
the people I call friends are all there!

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Old 17-06-2014, 11:59 PM   #5
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Sorry to bump.... Just thought I would keep it all going on this same page!

"Paranoia" is really strong at the moment. Feel watched all the time. Mum is having lots of secret phone convos. Don't feel I can trust my cc at the moment as I believe mum is telling him my problems are nothing and getting him on her side, so I have to do what my parents want etc.
11am cc is supposed to call me. I don't know if I can take the call, mum has bugged my room. If I go else where and shut door she will probs listen at door. If I obviously take call up garden she will interrogate me over it!
What do I do?

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Old 20-06-2014, 08:50 AM   #6
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Can you go for a walk and take the call and when you mum asks you just say the convo was fine



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