Triggering (SI) - Its What The hell Is Wrong With Me, Time Again

[JarethLover]

Okay so heres the deal,

last night i cut my self, alot,not deep enough to scar but not shollow anough to heal quickley. I ran a small bath and dove right in, and i sat ther nd watched as the water turned red.

So i basicly had a bath in my own blood for 1houre or so.

I dunno why i did it, i just felt like i needed to.

Does anyone have any ideas about this? Icarnt stop thinking about it.

[shadow-light]

I don't know... I've dne things like that before though... no idea why, I just liked to watch the blood in the water...

[Tuesday]

*Hugs* I do similar things like that sometimes :/ I don't know why either. It doesn't make you a freak or anything though *hugs*