who knew?

[dancey.pants]

Today I went to the doctor for an injury. He informed me that I had lost x amount of lbs in x months, and asked about it. I had no idea what he was talking about and hadn't known i was losing weight. He saw my scars from self injury and I told him I have been seeing a councilor at an eating disorder treatment home, but not for anything eating disorder wise. I have been told I have "eating disorder tenancies" but have never been diagnosed with anything. I do not eat when I am upset about things, because of control. Doctor also knows that. I leave with my meds refilled, and look at my paper. Under diagnosis it has "Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified" Wow. That threw me for a loop. I never would have said I had an eating disorder, and I don't know what to think. This is just a rant I guess..... *shrug*. thanks for reading, if you did. I'm not really looking for anything, but kind words are amazing.

[Shakespeare's Strumpet]

I understand how much that can rock you. My therapist recently told me I had EDNOS. I told him how my sister thought my eating was a problem after we talked about how I don't feel like eating when I'm stressed, and I feel guilty when I do eat. And I said I couldn't have ED because I didn't fit qualifications for any except EDNOS, and that's only because it doesn't have specific requirements. And he was like "yeah, I'd say that's about where you're at."
I'm sorry it's throwing you through a loop. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to pm me.

[finding.my.wings]

Hey hun, im sorry to hear that you've fallen into this trap. YOU CAN GET OUT OF IT though. PM me anytime, i too am ednos and yeah i guess if you want a friend then im happy to chat.