help me...
i went to the docs,i know i need help.
i told them i dont care what kind,i just want help.
i am signed off work...higher dose of meds and ....waiting for a counseler...
far as i know when my hubby handed in my sick line the guy scrambled off like a coward...i know he will most likely be transferd to anther store...thing is..
i wana know why,why did it happen how did it happen and what on earth is he thinking,will he run away from me when he sees me?will i ever get my answers,well my side ever be told...i think i have a job to still return too,but i now i will never work with that guy again...i want answers,i know i cant get them here..but i wanted to express it.
and my my it was so bad of me to think twisted things from keying his car and since its icy cold here egging it so it stuck to his nice new shiny car,aww what a shame if that happend,or hurting myself in forunt of him,or hurting him the same way i have to my own body.im so angry

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but no,i must not,i dont want to stoop to anther level...
im so confused
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