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Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-10-2012, 10:17 PM
Replies: 19
Views: 3,118
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Ugh, I'm awful with my money when I'm bad. Which...

Ugh, I'm awful with my money when I'm bad. Which ofc knocks on to the times I'm not so bad as I'm then still skint. ><
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-10-2012, 10:12 PM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,159,320
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Okay so I haven't been around for pretty much...

Okay so I haven't been around for pretty much forever... but I finally seem to have progress... they're sending me for psychotherapy. I don't really know what that will mean in real terms or what...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 03-07-2012, 03:19 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,159,320
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Yeah seems like it. Almost gives me hope the...

Yeah seems like it. Almost gives me hope the psych people will listen and believe in what I'm saying.

Almost. lol.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 03-07-2012, 01:07 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,159,320
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Daft little update on my situation - I posted a...

Daft little update on my situation - I posted a while ago about how I exhibit a lot of bpd traits, and that things were getting worse and worse... I saw the doctor - but a different one to my usual...
Forum: General Support and Advice 25-06-2012, 02:37 AM
Replies: 26
Views: 916
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
We have a rabbit and she definitely helps. We...

We have a rabbit and she definitely helps. We really need to get her a husbun after we can move though, as it's not really fair on her for her to be on her own all day if we're out...

We're...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 23-06-2012, 04:54 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 585
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
I'd definitely speak with a gp about it first as...

I'd definitely speak with a gp about it first as many natural remedies are actually quite reactive with other things - for example any female types who may have considered SJW need to be aware it...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 23-06-2012, 04:51 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,159,320
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Yeah, sorry didn't articulate myself as well as I...

Yeah, sorry didn't articulate myself as well as I could have - she basically won't refer me.. at least last time I saw her about it she wouldn't.

Last assessment I had at the local psych hospital...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 22-06-2012, 02:03 AM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,159,320
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Sorry for bounding in on your thread but... Did...

Sorry for bounding in on your thread but... Did anyone else have difficulty in getting a diagnosis from their gp? Or even a referral?

She agrees BPD does seem likely given the list of symptoms I've...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 03-09-2010, 12:01 AM
Replies: 9
Views: 468
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Thanks everyone :) I'm glad it's helped anyone -...

Thanks everyone :) I'm glad it's helped anyone - try to remember you can get past it... I did, and life is so much brighter now xxx

PS - got my bracelet and wear it with pride, and have passed on...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 27-08-2010, 05:30 PM
Replies: 9
Views: 468
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
I haven't posted in a long time, but...

I wanted to today. I decided to treat myself to a bracelet from the RYL store as a treat... And I am proud to be able to say it is of the "free" variety.

I'm not sure when I last SI'd. For me I do...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 05-09-2008, 10:52 AM
Replies: 10
Views: 499
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Just realised...

Its now september, and that means its definately over a year since i last SHd.

I know the last time would have been some time in august last year but i havent got my old diaries so i dont know...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 07-09-2007, 06:51 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,174
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
I made it I made it I made it! =D *does happy...

I made it I made it I made it! =D

*does happy dance*
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 04-09-2007, 04:50 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,174
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
On Friday...

I will be one-month cut free =D

I know it's not all that long really, in the grand scheme of things, but I also feel very different too, so I *know* im going to continue cut-free :)

And this place...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-08-2007, 10:25 PM
Replies: 26
Views: 2,120
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Oh, mine qualifies for one I think... the line...

Oh, mine qualifies for one I think... the line "18 year olds* are meant to hate everything, think the world's crap, self harm and question the meaning of life" showed perfectly how well we're going...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-08-2007, 12:14 PM
Replies: 26
Views: 2,120
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
heh, thankyou... yours is very cool :) Sadly, I...

heh, thankyou... yours is very cool :)

Sadly, I wont see my cpn for about 6 months.. which isnt a bad thing since I slightly want to give her a good slap.. i wont, i promise. lol.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 15-08-2007, 11:04 AM
Replies: 26
Views: 2,120
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Yeah, so many people hear you've been diagnosed...

Yeah, so many people hear you've been diagnosed with depression and go 'oh, whats wrong?' or decide to 'cheer you up' - but its only superficial. :(
They dont really get that I can sit with friends...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 14-08-2007, 03:00 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,351
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Yes, she. Didn't really say much to it, just...

Yes, she.

Didn't really say much to it, just kept my mouth shut, as I do generally in all uncomfortable situations.

She seems overly keen on cut & paste, one-size fits all CBT working from...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 14-08-2007, 01:44 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,351
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
CPN related GRR. [mentions SI, not rly a trig]

CPN: "how old are you, 18?"
me: "19"
CPN: "all 18 year olds are meant to be screwed up, think life's s**t, self harm and question the meaning of life."


*headdesk*
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-08-2007, 06:35 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,275
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Actually as a bit of an update on this - I got my...

Actually as a bit of an update on this - I got my CPN appt through a lot quicker than anticipated (he did say he'd try and get me in quicker if at all possible.. though I don't know why...) - it's on...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 10-08-2007, 08:19 PM
Replies: 26
Views: 1,256
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
When I was with my ex bf, I wasnt SIing at the...

When I was with my ex bf, I wasnt SIing at the time, but I was concerned I might be pulled into it again or worse than I was before [i only used to scratch or dig my nails in, never fully cut] - i...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 10-08-2007, 10:40 AM
Replies: 87
Views: 11,641
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
There are so many parts to it. The biggest...

There are so many parts to it.

The biggest thing I get is this crushing on my chest, it feels like theres a concrete slab there, pushing me down into the ground and caving my lungs... Makes it hard...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-08-2007, 09:53 PM
Replies: 27
Views: 39,478
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
I dont know what the forces are like there for...

I dont know what the forces are like there for accepting any kind of (what they see as) mental issues, so although it's not something I'd normally advocate, I'm thinking a little truth-camoflage...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 09-08-2007, 09:50 PM
Replies: 51
Views: 1,828
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
ditto. And i cant see it working come next...

ditto.

And i cant see it working come next month on holiday in Turkey. =\
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 07-08-2007, 10:46 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 422
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
I hate that she triggered me. (*Poss suicide trig*)

My ex's current girlfriend sent me a really abusive and personal (even mentioning my uncle who died and I'm still hevaily greiving for) message on myspace and one bit was 'go slit your wrists' and...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 06-08-2007, 12:48 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 450
Posted By Vampiric Addiction
Want to cut so much

im having a crap day, ironically not because im as upset/angry as i sometimes get but because im so empty and numb today, i need to feel something, see the blood and know im real. its the only thing...
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