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Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 08-06-2013, 04:13 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 362
Posted By smurf86
Important I Don't Know What's Happening To Me - Please Help

I have been self-harm free for 2 years up until recently.
I started self harming when I was 15 because I was bullied in school and after that it became a release for all the low points I hit.
The...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-02-2011, 12:30 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 284
Posted By smurf86
Thank you for replying hun it doesnt feel so...

Thank you for replying hun it doesnt feel so awesome right now, I just feel like Im back at square one again, I feel pretty weak at the mo, weak and pathetic if Im being totally honest, and I...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-02-2011, 09:49 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 284
Posted By smurf86
Important Relapse :(

Hey

I've been s.i free for almost 3 years and after a stupid argument with my fiance I injured again with a razor blade and could do with some advice :( I would be grateful. I feel so ashamed but...
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 11-01-2011, 12:16 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 601
Posted By smurf86
Icon Idea Photography Project

Hey :)

I am a recovered self harmer, I self injured from the age of 15 until the age of 21. I am now 24 and have been self injury free for 3 years :)
I am also currently in my final year of...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 30-04-2010, 10:27 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 399
Posted By smurf86
Im scared of hurting myself again. I can't cope...

Im scared of hurting myself again. I can't cope with the loss of my mum, icant cope with fake friends and people letting me down constantly. I cant talk to my dad, he hides it alot and i cant deal...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 20-04-2010, 09:53 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 399
Posted By smurf86
My fiance could come with me And thanks for the...

My fiance could come with me
And thanks for the support, its been so long since I came on here I feel kinda stupid and my problems seem kinda trivial to what other people are going through...i just...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 19-04-2010, 02:50 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 399
Posted By smurf86
Icon Idea Thanks for your support I want to see my doctor...

Thanks for your support
I want to see my doctor but im scared. Im really scared that i wont be able to explain properly about how im feeling. Im not very good at explaining how im feeling id rather...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-04-2010, 10:36 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 399
Posted By smurf86
I dont know what else to do??

Hi
I used to come to this site about 2 years ago (before my mum died)
Ive been clear of self harm for almost 2 years. in 2007 new years eve my mum died. I was there when she died, it happened...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 17-06-2008, 03:06 PM
Replies: 130
Views: 304,379
Posted By smurf86
my peom?

Hi
I posted my poem in the distractions section
But it hasnt been put on the page? xx
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 17-06-2008, 12:38 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 487
Posted By smurf86
Pen Poem

Thanks for the advice hun
I just want to get it finished there isnt any of it that idont like really
But I will definitely use your idea in another one of my poems
Thanks again xx
Forum: Creativity and Reviews 16-06-2008, 04:33 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 487
Posted By smurf86
Pen My poem????

Ive been a songwriter/poetry writer since I was 11.
Istopped writing for a while because iwas in a bad place because my mum died. it helped me when istarted self harming and is helping me get over my...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-01-2008, 04:58 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 428
Posted By smurf86
Important ijust want the pain to stop. Its the hardest...

ijust want the pain to stop. Its the hardest thing ive ever had to deal with. it physically hurts inside that shes not here, it was so sudden she wasnt even ill it just happened. ireacted quite bad...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 29-01-2008, 04:42 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 428
Posted By smurf86
Important icant do this no one cares someone please help

:crying: my mum died on new years eve and icant cope anymore. ive been 4months self harm free and injured myself the other night for the first time in 4months. im so disappointed in myself. ihate...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-01-2008, 03:33 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 657
Posted By smurf86
Important thanks for everyones support im just really...

thanks for everyones support
im just really struggling right now.
iwas on the phone to my fiance for over 2 hours last nite because ifelt like iwas falling apart. iwas in such a state iheld scissors...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 07-01-2008, 02:59 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 657
Posted By smurf86
Important i cant do this

icant do this anymore im really really struggling to cope, i miss my mum more everyday, everyday seems worse and everyday it hurts more. idont know what to do im so scared ifeel so alone even though...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 05-01-2008, 03:58 PM
Replies: 10
Views: 657
Posted By smurf86
Important Help

Ive been self harm free for the past 4 months now im not sure ill make it through. my mum died on Monday and ifeel so down and depressed. ifeel so alone, upset and angry and ifeel like i need to hurt...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 20-12-2007, 09:26 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,294
Posted By smurf86
Christmas???

I dont know if its because its coming up to Christmas but ive been feeling really down lately and idont know why, im kind of struggling, its coming up to 3 maybe 4 months since the last time i self...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 07-12-2007, 09:48 PM
Replies: 18
Views: 1,453
Posted By smurf86
Thats great hunni well done, i need some help on...

Thats great hunni well done, i need some help on getting rid of my tools too at the moment xx
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 30-11-2007, 05:48 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,294
Posted By smurf86
Can any1 give me any advice or tips for giving...

Can any1 give me any advice or tips for giving up/getting rid of my 'tools'?? xx
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 26-11-2007, 04:20 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,294
Posted By smurf86
No idont wana tell anyone about it, iwouldnt like...

No idont wana tell anyone about it, iwouldnt like to, my friends know about it a few of them anyway, and my fiance knows the people that matter know thats all iwant xxx
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 25-11-2007, 02:04 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,294
Posted By smurf86
No ididnt have any help to get where i am i did...

No ididnt have any help to get where i am i did it by myself with the help of my fiance xx
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 24-11-2007, 06:53 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,294
Posted By smurf86
iduno how ifeel, just lost, abit lonely. im...

iduno how ifeel, just lost, abit lonely. im paranoid about lots of things, people staring at me, like they know ive got a problem, like im in the middle of a field with nothin but emptiness all...
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 23-11-2007, 09:47 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 1,294
Posted By smurf86
Trying To Move On...

Its been over 2 months nearly 3 since i last self harmed. I'm really proud of myself, I dont feel anything anymore, idont even feel happy about it, i just feel lost, empty and paranoid. is that...
Forum: General Support and Advice 26-10-2007, 05:01 PM
Replies: 132
Views: 5,560
Posted By smurf86
piercings and tattoos?

I have a shooting star on my right shoulder blade but want more tattoos at least 3 more, and 2 piercings, my ears (lobes) and my belly button which i had pierced when iwas 16 xx
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 23-10-2007, 07:18 PM
Replies: 28,860
Views: 881,582
Posted By smurf86
My fiance - why wont u just get off my back?...

My fiance - why wont u just get off my back? iwant a baby with u but uwont give me a baby unless i get help for my self injury, why are u bein so unreasonable iwant a baby more than anything, its...
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