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Forum: Veterans Board 20-02-2016, 10:12 PM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,841,489
Posted By midnite
Crawls in and heads for a dark corner. Need to be...

Crawls in and heads for a dark corner. Need to be somewhere safe for a while
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 01-02-2016, 03:47 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 601
Posted By midnite
Hi. I haven't got any advice I'm afraid but...

Hi. I haven't got any advice I'm afraid but wanted to let you know that you're not alone. I bite the inside of my mouth too and pick at the skin at the side of my finger nails
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 01-12-2015, 09:17 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,141
Posted By midnite
fed up, crisis team don't care that i'm...

fed up, crisis team don't care that i'm struggling, i'm not suicidal at the minute therefore I must be fine, even if i'm still sh'ing. that's fine. my lack of sleep is because i'm not trying hard...
Forum: Veterans Board 01-12-2015, 04:36 AM
Replies: 6
Views: 1,552
Posted By midnite
Sorry you didn't make it through the urges but...

Sorry you didn't make it through the urges but glad you seem to be doing better. I tend to colour to distract myself especially at 3:30 in the morning
Forum: Veterans Board 01-12-2015, 04:34 AM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,841,489
Posted By midnite
Gently hugs everyone and offers hot drinks with...

Gently hugs everyone and offers hot drinks with marshmallows and cookies.
Forum: Fun and Distractions 01-12-2015, 04:30 AM
Replies: 2,578
Views: 137,188
Posted By midnite
Not yet. Need to do it this weekend What's your...

Not yet. Need to do it this weekend
What's your favourite food?
Forum: Introductions 30-11-2015, 08:42 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 822
Posted By midnite
hi, welcome to ryl, i suggest you head to the ed...

hi, welcome to ryl, i suggest you head to the ed forum, but please check rules as posts with numbers aren't allowed as some people find them upsetting, hope you find what you're looking for :-)
Forum: Introductions 30-11-2015, 08:40 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 815
Posted By midnite
hi, welcome to ryl, good on you for wanting to...

hi, welcome to ryl, good on you for wanting to help your friend and glad you're recovering from your issues, x (sorry if that sounds patronising or anything, wasn't intended)
Forum: First Aid Advice 29-11-2015, 04:27 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 2,132
Posted By midnite
Did you cut at an angle with that one? Sometimes...

Did you cut at an angle with that one? Sometimes if I've not got my implement at a 90 degree angle it kinda cuts under the skin and can bulge a bit. Dunno if that makes sense.
Forum: Self-Harm Discussion and Support 29-11-2015, 07:40 AM
Replies: 1,565
Views: 171,957
Posted By midnite
When I was in hospital a couple of years ago I...

When I was in hospital a couple of years ago I had a few fresh cuts that I was picking at one afternoon and one of the nurses saw and said "if you don't stop that we'll have to cover them up, it's OK...
Forum: Veterans Board 25-11-2015, 07:12 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 1,797
Posted By midnite
Yup I remember spikes :-)

Yup I remember spikes :-)
Forum: Veterans Board 25-11-2015, 02:17 PM
Replies: 1,257
Views: 375,171
Posted By midnite
Hi lostdoll i remember seeing you around. Glad...

Hi lostdoll i remember seeing you around. Glad you're doing better.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 21-11-2015, 05:08 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,141
Posted By midnite
Pretty crap like they're hoping this will all...

Pretty crap like they're hoping this will all just go away if I talk to them but it won't I'm not "not coping" in the same way that I did in the past so they think I'm not as bad as I was. They...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 20-11-2015, 02:52 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,141
Posted By midnite
Spoke to them. Told them the truth about plans...

Spoke to them. Told them the truth about plans got to ring again later and tomorrow night then they decide to give me a lecture on the effect that suicide has on those left behind. If they thought...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-11-2015, 05:40 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,141
Posted By midnite
Possibly but I don't want the choice to be taken...

Possibly but I don't want the choice to be taken away from me.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-11-2015, 05:32 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,141
Posted By midnite
Not really. Who ever I tell will try to stop me

Not really. Who ever I tell will try to stop me
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-11-2015, 05:20 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,141
Posted By midnite
Meant to see them Sunday but current plans don't...

Meant to see them Sunday but current plans don't allow for that. :-( I know I should ring and tell them that I lied but I don't want them to try and stop me going through with my plans.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-11-2015, 04:52 PM
Replies: 13
Views: 1,141
Posted By midnite
meeting with crisis team (suicide)

Had second meeting with the crisis team today. Went OK. Other than me lying to them. He asked me twice if I was still feeling suicidal. I said no both times. I don't want to be talked out of it. I...
Forum: Veterans Board 18-11-2015, 04:07 PM
Replies: 1,257
Views: 375,171
Posted By midnite
I possibly was. On the rare occasion I let myself...

I possibly was. On the rare occasion I let myself believe there was anything wrong
Forum: Fun and Distractions 17-11-2015, 04:10 PM
Replies: 2,578
Views: 137,188
Posted By midnite
Invisibility What is/was your favourite school...

Invisibility

What is/was your favourite school subject?
Forum: Veterans Board 17-11-2015, 03:53 PM
Replies: 1,257
Views: 375,171
Posted By midnite
Mainly on the creative boards :-) was a big mess...

Mainly on the creative boards :-) was a big mess then
Forum: Veterans Board 17-11-2015, 06:08 AM
Replies: 1,257
Views: 375,171
Posted By midnite
Wow it would appear that in over 60 pages I never...

Wow it would appear that in over 60 pages I never thought to introduce myself. :shocked:

I'm Emillie or kel. either works, been here since ruin, over the past few years I've been more of a lurker,...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 17-11-2015, 04:40 AM
Replies: 2,578
Views: 137,188
Posted By midnite
nope but I had fun trying :-) if you could have...

nope but I had fun trying :-)

if you could have just 1 thing for christmas this year what would it be?
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 10-11-2015, 11:19 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 805
Posted By midnite
I've spent the last week using every distraction...

I've spent the last week using every distraction technique I can. I've written, drawn coloured in, gone for walks, gone through everything in my folder from when I was in therapy. Nothings making...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 09-11-2015, 02:23 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 805
Posted By midnite
The coping mechanisms I used to have aren't there...

The coping mechanisms I used to have aren't there anymore. I channelled all my energy into my horse but have since lost her and currently can't ride due to injury. Could be moths before I can ride...
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