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Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 13-03-2017, 11:56 AM
Replies: 2
Views: 2,290
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Hes a monster...

In October 2015 someone who i thought was a close friend when i was dealing with a very differcult time in my life raped me.
It's only when i look back that i can see that he was scrambling my head,...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 11-03-2017, 03:39 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 4,015
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Hey, theres not enough words to say how awful...

Hey, theres not enough words to say how awful what your going through is, im struggling too, and i just want you to know your not alone in this .. feel free to message me anytime x
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 10-01-2016, 11:34 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,662
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Aww thank you for your reply and kind words,...

Aww thank you for your reply and kind words, means a lot. I know its small steps just so frustrated all the time.
Hope you're ok too
Hugs xxx
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 07-01-2016, 05:40 PM
Replies: 2
Views: 1,662
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Ranting how i actually feel for once, only way i can

Everyday is a struggle, and i feel like i'm to tired to keep trying, i'm tired of fighting just to get through each day.
He took all my confidence, self esteem and personality away from me and i'm...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 05-01-2016, 12:28 PM
Replies: 344
Views: 28,275
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Hope everyone is ok. I'm struggling with my...

Hope everyone is ok. I'm struggling with my feelings thoughts and how my body is to myself :( still going through the mill to be honest, do you guys have any ideas how to relax? xx
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 05-01-2016, 12:21 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 1,950
Posted By SunshineSoldier
I'm really sorry you're going through this as i...

I'm really sorry you're going through this as i can relate to the thoughts and nightmares too. It's an awful thing we have had to go through and still are going through but you aren't alone with...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 12-12-2015, 08:31 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,633
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Thank you both <3 I guess i just need to be...

Thank you both <3
I guess i just need to be patient with myself, and its hard because i just want everything to be over and to be able to be me.
I do have so many thing that are running through my...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 12-12-2015, 08:16 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,768
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Thank you for your reply. i got a letter through...

Thank you for your reply. i got a letter through today for a counselling service through the police. I find it hard to get words out but if you think it'll help i will try and give it a go, i have...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 09-12-2015, 03:18 AM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,633
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Advice please help x

Every day since it happened I've been so strong, but yesterday I broke, and I'm not sure how to put myself back together this time.
I am not me anymore and I don't think I'll ever be me again.
All...
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 08-12-2015, 11:09 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 2,187
Posted By SunshineSoldier
I know exactly how you feel so I can't really...

I know exactly how you feel so I can't really help but you're not alone xxxxx hugs xxx
Forum: Abuse and Bullying Support 08-12-2015, 04:22 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 1,768
Posted By SunshineSoldier
How to get through each day?

Hey,

It has been an awful year for me, and was assaulted recently.
Im not sure how to keep smiling after whats happened to me, i feel dirty and wrong and not who i was.
Im really struggling to try...
Forum: Fun and Distractions 13-08-2013, 09:17 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 606
Posted By SunshineSoldier
2 = its cute i like it :)

2 = its cute i like it :)
Forum: Fun and Distractions 13-08-2013, 09:10 PM
Replies: 3,938
Views: 166,354
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Blue and black. Your Lampshade?

Blue and black.

Your Lampshade?
Forum: Fun and Distractions 13-08-2013, 09:09 PM
Replies: 1,023
Views: 45,479
Posted By SunshineSoldier
no. The skints - shes a murderer

no.
The skints - shes a murderer
Forum: Fun and Distractions 13-08-2013, 09:07 PM
Replies: 2,870
Views: 172,476
Posted By SunshineSoldier
oooh hmm. Only ever eating sweets :D Day or night?

oooh hmm.
Only ever eating sweets :D
Day or night?
Forum: Fun and Distractions 13-08-2013, 09:02 PM
Replies: 81
Views: 5,813
Posted By SunshineSoldier
aww i love kitties so much!!!! i love this thread...

aww i love kitties so much!!!! i love this thread :)
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 26-07-2013, 02:26 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 408
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Hi, Thanks for the useful tips will give them a...

Hi, Thanks for the useful tips will give them a try :) it would be good for be to find something like that for distraction to self harm doesnt sound silly sounds smart :) Im feeling a bit better than...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-07-2013, 01:34 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 408
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Thanks hun, i havent really found any coping...

Thanks hun, i havent really found any coping mechanisms yet, but i always try some music and a walk at least, sometimes it work sometimes it really doesnt. any helpful tips you know? sometimes its...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 25-07-2013, 12:16 AM
Replies: 5
Views: 408
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Hopeless

What did I do today? I mostly slept.
What do I do most days? sleep and watch mind rotting TV.
Am I likely to be going anywhere this week. the next, no of course i won't be.
I breathe in and out, Im...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 17-05-2013, 11:06 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 759
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Thanks Shed. Really apprichiate the advice, i...

Thanks Shed. Really apprichiate the advice, i really want to try this but everything seems so impossible.. x
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 13-05-2013, 03:07 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 759
Posted By SunshineSoldier
I feel scared about it all, i don't think i can...

I feel scared about it all, i don't think i can possibly do any of this now, everything feel like well i feel like im a massive ball of rage when im not stressed..
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 13-05-2013, 02:57 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 759
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Oh well they haven't called to say its been a...

Oh well they haven't called to say its been a mistake yet. so im not sure still whats even going on. I don't think i want to be assessed..
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 11-05-2013, 10:41 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 759
Posted By SunshineSoldier
Thanks for all the information guys, i rang them...

Thanks for all the information guys, i rang them up but everything that i eventually got through in my letter said that they would arrange a telephone appointment to discuss my options and the...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 09-05-2013, 10:59 AM
Replies: 12
Views: 759
Posted By SunshineSoldier
I'm not really sure, i guess i'm just not feeling...

I'm not really sure, i guess i'm just not feeling to great at being labelled :/ plus i have no idea what happens and i guess i'm just scared underneath it all, thanks for the hugs they are much...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-05-2013, 06:59 PM
Replies: 12
Views: 759
Posted By SunshineSoldier
What Happens Next?

I've recently been referred by my doctor to the wellbeing service, they sent me a letter explaining that i will have to complete a questionnaire, what kind of questionnaire? they said they need it to...
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