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Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 02-08-2022, 01:12 PM
Replies: 1
Views: 3,167
Posted By Marshmallow.
Consent? Adult content - Potentially triggering for S/A

I don’t know if this is appropriate for me to post here or not so please delete if not.

At the weekend I was out celebrating my birthday with a friend and had waaaay too much to drink. Her husband...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 19-08-2016, 06:24 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 884
Posted By Marshmallow.
I tried telling my cpn but I felt like she wasn't...

I tried telling my cpn but I felt like she wasn't really listening. She's usually really good but she just passed by my suicidal thoughts and didn't really say anything.
It's good to know I'm not...
Forum: Veterans Board 18-08-2016, 09:29 AM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,868,414
Posted By Marshmallow.
I need to be here just now. I don't feel safe.

I need to be here just now. I don't feel safe.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 17-08-2016, 05:02 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 884
Posted By Marshmallow.
I'm still there. I don't know how to get out....

I'm still there. I don't know how to get out.
I've managed until now but I don't know for how much longer.
I have my CPN appointment in a few days and she will ask what has stopped me from killing...
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 15-08-2016, 08:29 AM
Replies: 4
Views: 884
Posted By Marshmallow.
Not strong enough.

I don't know how much longer I can go on. I feel like I'm in a constant struggle with myself. Like I'm battling against myself to stay alive.
I don't want to be here anymore, I actually just want to...
Forum: Veterans Board 14-08-2016, 12:44 PM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,868,414
Posted By Marshmallow.
I feel like I'm fighting against myself everyday...

I feel like I'm fighting against myself everyday just to stay alive. I don't think I'm strong enough anymore.
Forum: Veterans Board 13-08-2016, 04:06 PM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,868,414
Posted By Marshmallow.
Struggling to see the point in anything right now.

Struggling to see the point in anything right now.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-07-2016, 06:03 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 858
Posted By Marshmallow.
Thank you, I appreciate that. I'm working all...

Thank you, I appreciate that. I'm working all weekend unfortunately, although some point during the week would certainly be great.
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 29-07-2016, 01:14 PM
Replies: 4
Views: 858
Posted By Marshmallow.
Happy Birthday: you've got borderline personality disorder.

Yesterday I turned 25, I had a psych appt. at which it was confirmed I have borderline personality disorder. Needless to say, it's not been the best birthday I've ever had.
The psych I spoke to...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-07-2016, 10:03 PM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,161,675
Posted By Marshmallow.
Diesel, it sounds like you're struggling. Please...

Diesel, it sounds like you're struggling. Please try and stay safe.
Forum: Serious Discussion and Advice 08-07-2016, 07:24 PM
Replies: 3
Views: 799
Posted By Marshmallow.
Hey, I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so bad...

Hey, I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so bad right now.
I can kinda relate to how you feel, I'm not in constant crisis but it comes and goes.
Its difficult to think you need to 'pull yourself...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-07-2016, 06:56 PM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,161,675
Posted By Marshmallow.
Mark, I replied to your other thread so won't...

Mark, I replied to your other thread so won't repeat everything I've said but I just had a thought of what I sometimes do. If you like reading try that, but really concentrate. Concentrate on every...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 08-07-2016, 06:50 PM
Replies: 7
Views: 1,256
Posted By Marshmallow.
I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so bad hun. I...

I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so bad hun.
I can relate completely to what you're saying. The main thing I remember from CBT 5 years ago is challenging your thoughts. I found writing them down...
Forum: Veterans Board 07-07-2016, 10:09 PM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,868,414
Posted By Marshmallow.
I like that "I'm not the BPD person"...

I like that "I'm not the BPD person" I'm just as normal as anyone else. I just feel things a bit more.

Today at work was exhausting! I think I'm just going to light a lavender candle and curl up in...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 07-07-2016, 10:04 PM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,161,675
Posted By Marshmallow.
I get that completely. I can't control my...

I get that completely. I can't control my emotions or moods and I can see myself doing/saying things that I shouldn't but it just all comes out. I try to bottle up how I'm feeling and hide my mood...
Forum: Veterans Board 06-07-2016, 05:06 PM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,868,414
Posted By Marshmallow.
It's horrible having a diagnosis. I mean I...

It's horrible having a diagnosis. I mean I obviously wanted to know what was going on but now I know it's like this inside that won't go away. I mean you can't change your personality right? It can't...
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 06-07-2016, 05:04 PM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,161,675
Posted By Marshmallow.
It's like I always kinda knew that's what was...

It's like I always kinda knew that's what was wrong but actually getting diagnosed was pretty scary. I suppose that's a good way to look at it, don't think of it as a label.
I just think, what now?...
Forum: Veterans Board 05-07-2016, 03:19 PM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,868,414
Posted By Marshmallow.
S'happennin' guys? Just checking in, it's been a...

S'happennin' guys?
Just checking in, it's been a while.
I've just been given a diagnosis of BPD and still just trying to process that along with work stress.

How is everyone else doing?
Forum: Mental Health Discussion and Support 05-07-2016, 03:16 PM
Replies: 41,517
Views: 1,161,675
Posted By Marshmallow.
I've just been given a diagnosis of BPD. Over the...

I've just been given a diagnosis of BPD. Over the last sort of week or so I've been trying to process this and it's not going well. I don't understand it much, I'm just a bit confused about what to...
Forum: First Aid Advice 04-06-2016, 06:44 PM
Replies: 5
Views: 2,031
Posted By Marshmallow.
Pericardium effusion is basically when there is...

Pericardium effusion is basically when there is an abnormal amount of fluid surrounding the heart. This can cause pressure which can negatively affect heart function.
Hope this helps :)
Forum: General Chat 04-06-2016, 06:33 PM
Replies: 8
Views: 2,074
Posted By Marshmallow.
Primrose Bakery by Martha Swift has some weird...

Primrose Bakery by Martha Swift has some weird but wonderful recipes, including cherry cola cupcakes.
I made my mum the rainbow cupcakes for Mother's Day which went down well.
Forum: Veterans Board 04-06-2016, 06:25 PM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,868,414
Posted By Marshmallow.
I'm a nurse, I'm supposed to look after people....

I'm a nurse, I'm supposed to look after people. How can I do that if I can't even look after myself?
I'm weak and hurt myself and now it's looking infected. I thought going back to work and having...
Forum: General Support and Advice 04-06-2016, 06:21 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 872
Posted By Marshmallow.
Thanks this has been really helpful. I've now...

Thanks this has been really helpful.
I've now got my nursing degree, medals from charity walks and some family photos. I've also gone down the distraction rout of a colouring and puzzle book.
I...
Forum: General Support and Advice 30-05-2016, 07:20 PM
Replies: 6
Views: 872
Posted By Marshmallow.
Safe Box

At my CPN appointment it was suggested I make a safe box for when I feel triggered/suicidal.
She suggested putting things in that remind me of when I was strong. An example she gave was my nursing...
Forum: Veterans Board 30-05-2016, 07:04 PM
Replies: 52,919
Views: 1,868,414
Posted By Marshmallow.
Had my first CPN appointment this morning, it was...

Had my first CPN appointment this morning, it was hard going.
First day back at work tomorrow, I'm terrified.
Hope everyone else is well.
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